-3 years later-
"My love are you ready" 19- year old Beck asked his bride who was staring out of window
She turned her head to see her soon-to-husband, she smiled at him
"Yes" she answered
After 3 years old dating they finally decided they want to get married
The rest or her childhood is unknown to her, all she remember is Beck
He told her her parents left her in orphanage when she was just a baby
From that day she grow hearted towards her parents she doesn't even remember
She promised she won't make same mistake her parents did
When they talked about starting family Beck was more then happy to make it come true
After all that would only make things better
"Do you Helena Chand take Beck Jasper Nelson for your wed husband?"
"I do."
"And do you Beck Jasper Nelson take Helena Chand to be your wed wife?"
"I do."
"Then I pronounce you husband and wife" priest finished
"You may kiss a bride"
Helena's and Beck's eyes met and gently connect thier lips in long loving kiss
Or at least that's how kiss looked like from Helena's perspective
-on honeymoon-
The new wedded couple were making love on the hotel bedroom
Beck was biting her neck while thrusting aggressively inside her womanhood
Helena moaned in great pleasure
"Tell me you'll never leave me" Beck mumbled against her lips
"I'll never leave you." She said and pulled him into kiss
He kissed back with wicked grin on his face
He may not made her a killer but he made her stay with him, turning her against her parents and those who were on his way was totally worth it
-1 month later-
"Beck! Beck!" She called her husband
Beck looked at his wife
"Yes honey?"
"I have surprise for you."
He rised his eye brow "what is it"
Helena giggled "guess"
"You know I hate that game" he said with annoyed voice
"Oh come on! Pleasee~" she gave him puppy dog eyes
"Ugh fine. I don't know"
She smiled and showed him pregnancy test
His eyes widened
"Really?"
She nodded happily
He grabbed her and spined her around in happiness
He placed kiss on her lips "I'm so happy..we're going to be parents" he whispered
That was first time he felt that emotion, he didn't felt posseiveness or obsessives he actually felt happiness
'Now I'll have to be even more careful with her' he though as he hugged her
-that night-
Beck and Helena were peacefully sleeping until..
-in her dream-
Woman with auburn hair and blue green eyes was holding her baby in her arms
She was smiling with pure joy
Baby was small and wrapped in pink towel
She touched her mother finger
Woman smiled "welcome to world...Helena"
-end of her dream-
Helena woke up with loud gasp, her husband woke up in instantly and looked at his wife
"Honey are you okey?"
Helena nodded "yes, just a bad dream..."
But that dream didn't end there
In next five days she was dreaming about woman with auburn hair holding baby in her arms
That smile she was wearing was smile of full joy and happiness
Who was that woman? How does she know my name?
She asked herself a questenes she can't find a answer
-next night-
Boy with brown hair and emerald green eyes was pushing swing on which was sitting girl with light blond hair and green eyes
Girl was laughing as boy pushed her swing up and up
Higher and faster
"Higher!!" She yelled
Boy smiled "okey"
"I love you brother"
"I love you too Helena..."
-end of dream-
Helena opened her eyes and saw Beck's worried face
"You were muttering something in your sleep. Bad dream again?"
She shook her head "no, it's okey."
Beck sighed "you know you can tell me anything" he stroked her cheek, that way she would always open up to him
"Yes. But as I told you before it's nothing really"
Beck backed away "if you say so."
-2 month later-
2 months passed and dreams became worst and worst
Helena was 4 months pregnant and this situation didn't help
She started having dreams about her husband too...but they were more like nightmares
She was suspecting Beck has something to with those dreams
So she decided to confirm him..
Helena found her husband in baby's room
"Beck?"
Beck turned his attention to his wife "Helena, is something wrong?"
"No. I just wanted to talk with you.." Beck stood up and walked towards her
He put his hand on her cheek
"Tell me angel, what's bothering you?"
"Beck..did you ever..killed somebody?"
His eyes widened at her question
'did she remember?! How does she know??' he panicked
"Darling where did you got this idea?" He asked calmly
"Answer me." She said with demanding voice
He sighed "no." He lied
"Did you have anything to do with my memories? I have weird dreams ever since I got pregnant. Be honest with me Beck, why am I dreaming all those things"
He stayed silent
"Seeing some people holding baby in their arms..then myself when I was just 6 playing with some guy and calling him my brother...and then you."
Beck still didn't said anything
"I saw you killing my 'brother'...torturing me..calling me names and how you're going to break me a part...and make me a killer.."
"Look–"
"And then you engraving our..your last name on my stomach.."
Beck sighed
"Fine. I'll tell you the true but first I need you to sit down, you're in 4 month and I don't want anything bad happening to you or our baby."
Helena sat down, Beck kneeled down infront her
He kissed her belly and whispered 'daddy loves you'
He looked at Helena with dangerous eyes
She felt discomfort in his presence
"Yes, I killed a lot of people. And I don't feel guilty about it...I killed your older brother too"
She put hand on her mouth in shock
"Your parents didn't really abandoned you, you have grown in poor family and then rich. Your parents Miranda and Michael loved you very much that much they would give their life just to spear yours..."
She sobbed
This man in front of her, the man she married and made child with..is a criminal
"Your not the man I married.."
"I never have been...please calm down, I don't want anything to happen to our child" she could heard worry in his voice but she wasn't sure anymore if that is even real
"This child should have never been made in first place." She said coldly
Beck glared at her for first time since they have been married
"What? You want to get rid of happiness and joy we made together–"
Helena cut him off
"This child wasn't made from love. It was made from obsession..you wanted me for yourself, I'm not even sure if you even want this child..."
She choked out her voice
"I don't know what's true or lie anymore...congregation Beck..you broke me." She got up from sofa
"I hope you're happy"
Then she walked away
That night they didn't talk together or cuddle like they usually do
No, Helena made clear she doesn't want him to touch her
While Beck slept soundly, Helena couldn't
She stayed awake until 4 a.m plotting a plan how to escape from this killer