Plastic Feelings

It started out as a normal Wednesday for me. When I went to school, like always, I could hear whispers coming from the hallway they were talking about me. I was always bullied by the girls because for the boys I was the definition of a perfect girl. Every boy in my class has asked me out, but I rejected all of them. There was a reason. I was dating one of the popular boy in our school, Tyler, he was in the football team. boys stopped asking me out after they found out I was dating Tyler. Dating Tyler meant there was a high chance of me being bullied by Tyler's Fan girls. today at lunch when I was eating with my best friend Coral, Alisha known as the mean girl as they say came to our table. "here they come Again", coral whispered to me. Alisha's bestie Shay, was one of Tyler's fan girls, so she tried to bully me because I was dating Tyler. "If it isn't miss perfect" Alisha said in Sassy voice. She took a look at my lunch "if you eat that much you are going to turn into a balloon" Shay said. Normally I eat a lot because I play sports and also I get hungry easily. "Well then I should eat less so that I don't become like you." I responded. She put an angry look on her face and left. After School I went home. I went to my room and took a shower. When I came out of the washroom I could hear talking downstairs. I got dressed, and went downstairs. My father and mother were in the living room talking Mr. and Mrs. woods my parent's childhood best friends. Liam was also there. Liam was the son of Mr. and Mrs. Woods. He was the most famous boy in school and was the football captain. He was what they call my enemy since we were 3. When we were young he always bullied me. I hated him because he bullied me but he hated me because when we were young, about 13, he had feelings for me and I rejected him. He was smiling very big for some reason. "Come have a seat Bella" my mother said. I sit down beside my dad. "Hello Mr. and Mrs. Woods" I said with a smile on my face. "We have something we want to tell you Bella" Said my father and Mr. Woods. "sure" I answered. "You are getting married to Liam after you graduate High School". I was shocked. I got up from my seat. "What about me going to college?" I said as tears dropped from my face. "You will get to continue your education even after your marriage" Mr. Woods said. "Then what about my Boyfriend all of you know about him, you know I love him a lot" I cried. "We know Bella, but you have to break up with him, because this was fixed right after you were born" my mother said. "Why would you fix my marriage without my consent, moreover right after I was born without ever thinking about how I would feel" I screamed. Tears flowing down my face. I couldn't even think of leaving Tyler I loved him so much. There was a voice in my head telling me to agree to this marriage, telling me I won't regret it, telling me to do it for the sake of my family. Listening to the voice I agreed. For the sake of my family. "You know what fine. I agree to this marriage but never, ever expect me to love him. I will never love him. I will always love Tyler." I said as anger boiled up in my head. I ran upstairs to my room. I locked my door. I cried all night. Thinking about what would happen to me losing Tyler, I have loved him for years and finally when I get to be together with him This event occurs. I was scared of losing him from the beginning of our relationship. I was angry with myself, I was thinking about will I regret the fact I agreed, over and over again. The though was running through my head nonstop. It didn't stop until I fell asleep.