"I love you" I've said that to him so many times yet I've always been rejected one after another one after another again I tried to act normal but I've always failed at being normal since I've acted like my true self around my family my dad was also like me despite that my mother accepted him despite his "flaws" he never fell completely into a downward spiral because she accepted him. But that couldn't be said of mine when we were alone I showed him how I am and he rejected me.

( flashback Za war do!)

I stood on the bridge with cherry blossoms blooming around us I thought it was a sign so I asked if he wanted to know the real me and he said "of course Yui" My father gave me a Japanese first name because he liked the culture I can't blame him but I'm getting sidetracked back to it.

"ok senpai just please don't look at me differently," I said in a shy tone and confessed"I've always loved Zack, of course, It was small at first but then as I watched you and saw how you treated yourself and the people around I couldn't contain all the affection I felt for you I couldn't stop thinking about you I watched you always I talked to you to experience the feeling you gave everyone else but I was blocked by others so I got rid of them it was so hard to make sure any trace of me was wiped away while doing those deeds of crime but it was easy if it was all for you I want you to acknowledge me love me as I love you so senpai Will you except my confession of love to you" I finished in cheerfulness. He stepped back before saying "yes I'll accept it can I come at your place when your parents aren't around" and I said of course

-back to present-

(so basically she also confessed to killing people he liked or had a crush on the right in front of him in her lovesick bliss)

and now I was here on the ground 2 knives in my back shoulders bleeding I looked up knowing this was my end "don't you have something to say to me after what I'm about to do!" he had a conflicted look in his eyes but a serious face but It was odd to ask me that I laughed"hahahahahaha after all I've done you still can't understand it's simple even if you were to kill me I'll love you to the end I love you I love you I love you senpai" he cringed took a step back it was probably cause of the smile on my face he took some breaths before pointing the gun and firing.

( oh my Yui nooo oh wait you'll be back!/wtf/ok yeah I'm looking forward to your comments on this first chapter "this is America!/bro don't embrace the stereotype and wtf again/ I'm American by the way/first there's a reason America is called the country of immigrants and second-/yeah yeah logic voice I know 🙄 get to the point ok I will enjoy this just as much as my 1st story/what about the middle child/hahahahahaha, omg ok no I will do things with all my stories anyway next is the profile see y'all next time

oh here's a wtf question have any of you seen redo of healer/you tryna get something blown up/ shush the question is for "cultured" audience they don't have to know what it is #showrespect anyway piece