NIAR: Bersalah Pada Tomi
"maybe you have disappointed your fiancé?" Tanya ku pada Noah.
"No! I don't know actually. But... If can ia remember. I never do everything my fiance said. Never!"
Makin aku ternganga.
"Do you love her" Lagi aku bertanya.
Noah menghela napas panjang. Sebelum akhirnya dia menjawab pertanyaan ku.
"Of course... But the jealousy make me very tired. And... I don't care anymore"
"Why? You said that you love her. Why did you give up on your fiance?" Tanya ku tanpa sadar.
"Yes i love her! But... Just like i said before. I feel tired to explain everything. And... Hemp..."
"Are you ok with that?" Tanya mas Vian.
"Ya... I'm ok... But i'm not really to be ok!"
Apa yang ada di pikiran ku saat ini? Entah! Tiba-tiba saja aku mengingat semuanya. Semuanya. Semua kejadian di IGD waktu. Saat aku melakukan hal sama seperti Sila terhadap Noah.