——— Still Alia's POV ———
'Huh!? What did I say? No, No, NO!!! What I meant was to be with him, not with both of them, But now the way I said it, It sounds very wrong.
'Will he hate or be disgusted by me?'
I was shocked by the words I uttered in my mind. This is strange, I didn't want to say those words at all, I just spoke without thinking about it.
What do these words mean, I don't even think about it to know that Alex will misunderstand me. I am so fucked right now, If he thinks of me like a pervert, Who wanted to share my man with my mother- Wait! He didn't know this was my mother.
Then ain't that mean, He might agree to it, Just to hurt me more? Will I agree if he said yes?
'What are you thinking Alia, That is your mother, A MOTHER!! You can't do that....or maybe- No, I can't!!'
I found myself getting excited when I thought about sharing Alex love with my mother. What's wrong with me?
