"What are you doing? Why are you stopping me?"
Grace asked me in little fury not understanding a bit of why I prevented her from going to check on Alex.
Oh why indeed, If I have an answer I would have given to her but sadly I myself do not have an answer to that.
I too want to rush inside the war and see if he is fine. See if I can help him with what he is going through but I just can't.
When I tried to move towards the ward, A fully naked picture of Alex pop-up into my head. Normally this would have made me blush and excited but it would have made me feel like someone punched me in my stomach.
It's hard to tell what is the reason behind my pain, all I know is that I am in pain, I don't want to do anything, I just stand here with an empty mind doing nothing.
After all, I still don't wants to admit i hated Alex being with other women because if that is the case then how can she accept him? How can he accept her?
