Hello.
It's awkward for me to do this since I never thought I'd do this, ever. (Please read till end, it will take just a couple of minutes.)
Well, you might have noticed lately that my update schedule has been all over the place and there has been a significant drop in the quality in the past previous chapters, narrative wise. (Well, I did since past previous comments were brutally honest about it.)
Well, I don't have an excuse for it.
I do have an explanation but I won't be able to let you in on with everything or the details of what's been going on with me. So, I'll keep it short.
Life is hard man. And past couple of weeks have been almost too much for me. I moved out from my house (basically ran away from my mom's house) due to various personal disagreements and now I'm living alone.
It's been hard man. It is so fucking hard. It's almost too much sometimes. Life is too much sometimes.
Life is hard.
Have to work my ass off now and with the time I get in between my breaks I write. Which I tried my best at it but sometimes, the result is just subpar.
But these problems are the results for my own actions and I'll need to deal with it like a man I am supposed to be. I'll take accountability for it and it's my responsibility to get it right.
This is not my excuse, but an explanation I owe you all.
I said I'll keep it short but I'm basically ranting lol. Sorry. I just needed to vent. Can't talk to anybody here so I guess I just need to say this to you all since I feel like I owe you an explanation for why I'm not able to write at my best.
So yeah. I don't know whats going to happen in immediate feature but I'll try my best to survive I guess. I... I'll be taking a week off or two, to just get everything running smoothly here. Just to get myself back in track.
I AM NOT DROPPING THIS STORY.
I have invested so much of my time and effort in this to leave it alone and unfinished. I have an attachment to it and to all of you readers who have invested so much of your precious time into it and I WONT disappoint you.
I AM NOT RUNNING AWAY.
But, I do need some time of my own to just gather myself and comeback better than ever.
That is all I guess. I don't know how many of you will read this, or if anybody would care for a faceless, nameless stranger on a corner of the internet, but incase you do I hope you can be patient with me. Thank you.
I love you all.
-Ash.
I'll be back. I promise.