Yun thought about that too, and something even more serious came to mind for a moment. Suppose it was a fact, so it could also be based on the myths that are nowadays called gods. In that case, he felt that Nanren's bloodline must have been seriously infected with something rabbit-related. Rabbit man???
Finally, a Chinese mythology came to mind. Tu Er Shen. There must have been a Chinese god called the Rabbit God, who himself governed love and sexual relations between homosexuals.
Yun "..."
For some reason, she seemed to remember that she was now a girl disguised as a boy.
Oh right.
There was also such a thing...
Yun:...
No, that's not the point right now!
He looked up again and gathered his thoughts. Above all, his focus was on the fact that Nanren was beginning to have so much influence over his own decisions and thoughts without even realizing it.
He admitted that he was somehow fascinated by this person. It was like he was going with the current.
He didn't even give her a chance to think.
Touching her heart with her hand, she tugged lightly on her combed cotton. He pursed his lips and then exhaled. Unknowingly, he was already caught up in the emotions he tried to feel long ago.
He felt uncomfortable.
It was like the feeling of being unfamiliar with a house you had just moved into. Or the tension of meeting new people in a new place.
The discomfort of stepping out of your comfort zone.
Being exposed to new things as a stranger to this calm feeling and mood that he has been accustomed to for a long time.
Did Nanren also experience this while trying to change or trying to overcome these negative feelings? When you are face to face with an inferiority complex without self-confidence...
It should have been more disturbing than that.
He took a deep breath and asked himself, does he hate this?
After all, this moment of reunion was not at all what he had imagined, as he was exposed to long-lost feelings.
Of course, logic was not enough in everything.
He was stunned and bagged.
Finally, he wanted to ask himself again.
Does it bother you?
It's undeniable that it made him feel awkward. However, realizing that he felt more alive and energetic these days, he seemed to regain that vitality of life in a way.
Logically, it was useful, not harmful, even if it limited this logic in one place.
In every way.
He wasn't disgusted by it.
In fact, he was immune to the innovations that Nanren brought to him.
No, she doesn't hate it.
It was as if a weight had somehow been lifted from his heart.
His shoulders relaxed.
Just like the basilisk ruler's acceptance of his fate and despair in the face of the incubus. He was helpless.
Before everything. He was really caught in something he couldn't resist.
-To be continued-