The slight movement rubbed the furry head against the delicate looking throat. White hair, like cotton candy, itched, causing the urge to play with kolyaka.
Under the water, the pale silhouette, barely reached by the moonlight, looks like a charming and soul-sucking fairy spirit.
Black hair ripples into the white hair, and green eyes are fixed and glimmering slightly.
Thin white fingers curled in the strands of silver hair, and a trace of tenderness that even he couldn't detect shone in those eyes.
For a moment, he wished this moment would last as long as possible. This calmness, this calmness, would end the moment the person in his arms opened his eyes, and perhaps it would become a moment that will never be experienced again.
Nanren could not grasp her beating heart, but she could not contain the excitement in her heart as she held the person in her arms.
With a strange impulse, she wrapped her arms tightly around her and snuggled into his neck with her head bowed. He lowered his eyes, and crow-feather lashes concealed those keen eyes.
With all the filthy thoughts surging in his heart, he buried them all in his mind, his trembling hands foreshadowing his collapsing mindset.
The moment he leaves her... she will never be able to hold him again!
A lot of recent turmoil could have delayed everyone's normal life, and after leaving here, old issues would arise again due to the world starting to return to normal life and stabilizing.
The person in his arms is a minor, he may have been alone until this age, but he is at the age of a serious relationship right now.
Even if he wasn't serious, Nanren knew that men of this age are impulsive and enthusiastic, that even the most devoted can savor the pleasures of adulthood.
And despite his callous appearance, he had also discovered Yun's interest in doing new things.
He was particularly interested, if not enthusiastic, about emotions, and under his carefree appearance lay more attention.
Nanren did not dare to relax.
She hugged him even more, with an unnoticeable fear in his eyes, as if trying to make the person one with himself. Of course, feeling uncomfortable, she heard his growl, but this time she didn't dare to slack off.
Emotions surged in his heart, making his eyes tremble.
It's something he's only experienced once in his life. Nanren heard people often call it love, romance, or desire, but he was too foreign to those feelings to know which meant what.
All he knows is that this person cannot bear to see this man with other people. When he did, he would be filled with a pressing sense of injustice and restlessness in his chest. And then unconsciously thinking, Yun found someone, someone who would take care of him for life, what about him?
Or himself?
Nanren really didn't know how to spend his next life. He was restless, all he knew was that this sweet poison had worked not only in his thoughts and life, but in all his cells.
In the end, he has found the antidote that only calms his restlessness, so how can he be willing and willing to suffer after that?
Nanren was reluctant to give up and was filled with wild thoughts and ideas about how to keep her close to him.
Contrary to appearances, he had a rather restless and suspicious, paranoid personality. Only Yun had a calming effect, and moreover, he was an extremely clean man in unmingled relationships.
But just as Yun could not guarantee that he would spend a lifetime alone, so Nanren could not guarantee that he would do nothing.
Even now, his tainted mind, which seemed treacherous and scheming, was stirring and whispering evil at him.
Over the years, taking advantage of people's weakness, persuading with emotional means and getting what they want in a dirty way...
With the thought that every road to success is fair!
Nanren had never been a nice or patient person. And the things he had kept in him until now had reached the limit as if they were going to explode in an instant.
Desire, lust, dreams...
To beg for so much love to beg for his attention...
...and fear.
Yes, it is this fear that has turned someone like him, so far impatient, sharp and determined in what he wants, into an indecisive, aggrieved, and utterly helpless person.
One wrong move can ruin everything from start to finish.
Nanren could accept anything, but she could not accept that she had taken this path irreversibly. That's why he was wandering around in confusion, not knowing what to do.
He did not dare, confession and rejection with no way out.
He dared not go beyond the confession and fearlessly chase the person he loved.
And at the same time, he did not dare to let go of that person.
He was reluctant and at the same time willing. It was strange, quite strange. He loved the feeling, the excitement, but went crazy at the thought that it would end.
Nanren was unsure, not at all sure what to do, how much to give, and how to act when Yun returned with someone she loved one day.
She thought she couldn't breathe if she thought about accepting and giving up, but otherwise she would be annoying in her eyes, a burden to her with her emotions. On the other hand, Yu's happiness... When she is happy with that person...
He did not dare to spoil his happiness, nor did he dare to admit it.
Nanren wished she was happy, but she had neither the magnanimity nor the heart to watch him be happy with someone else.
She was afraid, so neither the girl nor the boy asked her to see anyone. What if he really loves someone? There was even an urge to imprison him in a place where no one was, in his wildly bubbling thoughts.
If she didn't see anyone, she wouldn't be in love with someone else, would she?
He wasn't even aware of his unhealthy thoughts, only that as long as he thought of her with someone else, he would be unresponsive and dull, as if cold water had been poured over his head.
At one point, even the Ji family, for whom he was grateful, did not even think of it, since he had also been prepared for blasphemous insults since he had taken this path. He was content with their disapproval, but the only problem was this person.
Unless she accepted it, Nanren was helpless. Because he knew her well, Yun would rather die under duress than surrender.
And in such a thing, Nanren was helpless.
To the point of collapse of your mentality.
He couldn't let go, couldn't hold it.
He just desperately tried.
But how far? When this ended somewhere, neither Nanren nor Yun would admit defeat. In this case...
He remembered the previous conversation. When he questioned whether he was friend or foe, she asked him:
'Who would lose when the two became enemies? And what would he lose?'
As time passed, Yun began to see his feelings for her as an annoying excess and she refused to accept that fact...
They'll both pick up their soft tempers and maybe fight to the death. Maybe Yun knowing this and getting angry, changes his temper to make him give up or out of stubbornness and attitude, and with it, he changes his girlfriends like changing a sock? Just because he was fed up with her, Nanren would not be able to stand it any longer and would resort to force when he took that route as a reaction, when he had all kinds of women around his neck.
At that moment, he would advance to an absurd situation where everything was out of control.
It was pretty brutal for the final winner as well as the loser. The road is bloodier than anything else.
Nanren did not want to give up and was reluctant to quit.
Yun didn't want to be patient either, and was too angry to admit it.
In that case, if Yun won, Nanren would scrape his own chest and give him his heart with bloody hands. If Nanren won, he would cut off her wings and trap her in a cage. Either way, Nanren felt mad the more he thought about it, and he fearfully dared not do anything.
He can neither step forward and boldly pursue, nor step back and give up.
The person in his arms moved again as obsession flashed with a chilling paranoia in his eyes.
Nanren was stunned and lowered her head, to see the person in her lap staring at her silently.
"Hold on a little longer, I'm afraid we'll all become one." Her face flushed for a moment, up to her neck, as eyes burst with laughter and playfulness.
"Oh, I, I..!" He stuttered and was unable to speak, although his body's honest response refused to let the person go.
He lowered his head, swallowed, and felt alarmed by the warmth at this close range.
Yun felt funny looking at her fussy look and chuckled. The throaty laughter had a muffled appeal, Nanren shivering, feeling his ears go numb.
Cold, thin fingers gripped his face and he lifted his head slightly. When their eyes met, he was alone with a chill and dizziness radiating down his spine.
Not only had his previous thoughts all vanished, Nanren had even lost his ability to think.
One look was all it took, and Nanren had miserably accepted the fact that she had fallen into his hands.
It's like a curse that makes his soul tremble and gives him no way out. He cannot escape and is reluctant to flee.
Just one glance was all it took, and a predator suddenly turned into a timid rabbit, shaky and cowardly, quite lovable. He is timid and does not dare to act, willing and obedient to submit.
As cold fingers caressed her face, she felt herself blush even more because her face was burning even more. She averted her gaze shakily and did not dare to look.
He was shy, and this look left even Yun speechless.
Unlike that creepy and soulful perverted personality he saw when he awoke, he changed his face faster than a book, and moreover, it wasn't even a role.
His wildly fluctuating emotions are like a roller coaster and Nanren is like a complete idiot with his dizziness now losing his ability to think.
Lost in thought, Yun caressed that supple skin under her hands and made a sudden attack, squeezing it under her, surprising her.
Holding both ankles hard, putting pressure on his knees with his feet and not giving him a chance to escape. Shocked, Nanren had a sense of illusion, and Yun asked with a certain temptation to that person who seemed confused by the principle of forging while the iron was hot.
"What were you thinking?" his questioning tone stifled mixed emotions in his eyes. said.
He asked, looking into her eyes and focusing so as not to miss a single trace of emotion. "Nanren, tell me," the soul-touching tone continued, with a certain temptation, dizzyingly.
The left hand grasps both wrists and presses them above his head, his back is on the ground and there is someone above him. He cannot escape and is trapped. His right hand caressed his face, and his already chaotic mind trembled even more internally, clouding his consciousness.
"Yun, I..."
His face was pale and tended to blush slightly. This sense of vulnerability under their hands was very different from the one that had just been filled with aggression and threat.
Yun gasped in confusion, but he did not give up.
It is an intense sense of being targeted that awakens him. It's that sense of danger that's etched into his bones that he'll never forget.
This pressure was so overwhelming that Yun felt like he was out of breath. He trembled to his soul, and the body immediately alerted him at this intense threat, making him jump from his sleep.
He was met with those ink-stained pupils that would turn almost black before he could move.
A constricting sense of hopelessness, with madness that the next moment will want to be dragged into hell together.
Yun couldn't ignore it.
Because the first one felt that he was being targeted, it was so dangerous that Yun was thinking of putting an end to this before it even started, he must suppress this frenzy before it gets out of control.
Secondly, he obviously couldn't keep watching Nanren like this, where the mind and logic were broken, whatever the problem, he thought, he should figure it out.
"Yun don't-"
With a trembling voice, pleading, like a prey being bullied. The feeling of vulnerability radiating from his body had a temptation to temptation.
But Yun did not dare to take it lightly.
The moment before, it may have disappeared like a complete illusion, but Yun lowered his head, determined to touch the forbidden space he was hiding inside, and moved closer.
He squinted his eyes and spoke to his younger brother in a convincing tone.
"What did you just think?"
Their bodies were so close that they could almost sense each other's heartbeats.
-To be continued-