*In dream*
They were in bed.
Breathless, groaning sounds intertwined...
In the next scene, she was in her arms, whose? Yun was holding him, he himself was wearing a wedding dress, and Yun was wearing a neat white suit… a groom's suit?
Anyway, Nanren was already dizzy. How many nonsense news, photos, and gossip sites did he have to look at to have such a dream? Ah... where did he fall into this pit?
It was true that the subconscious mind was affected by certain things. His curious research into this matter so that he would fall asleep was no more than giving his subconscious mind an opportunity for mischief.
Conclusion ?
It was in the middle.
It's like a joke!
How much effort did his brain take to concoct such a dream? He didn't care but should have pointed out that it was pretty ridiculous!
The real problem was that he couldn't get past it by calling it nonsense. From this moment on, this sudden dream caught her off guard, unable to put it off by calling it a dream. It was as if he had eaten the atomic bomb. He tried not to think. When it didn't work, he said it was just a dream.
But but!
Having various expectations towards Yun? Was this a dream too? Oh no, it was also an answer to their pre-dream awkwardness. In fact... from the very beginning... he was already inclined. This sudden event was nothing more than just bringing hidden feelings to the surface.
He refused.
It was still unacceptable.
The pressure of the society, the fear of rejection, the feeling of guilt it will cause...
But...
Why ?
Even though his logic says it's a pretty harmful deal, a negative result, something wrong, wrong, a crime he shouldn't have done...
Why had he held onto that thin sliver of hope, knowing that the result would be disappointment?
'If it happens?' This thought so fascinated him...
***
Yun sat down holding the book he was holding. He would read the book the system bought for him and at least bring out feelings he hadn't felt for a long time.
He opened the book slowly. Was it a novel? Well, it could be easier to learn with stories.
He started reading the first page.
***
Yun :...
"System, this...what is it?"
[The most emotional novel on the market!]
"What did you make me read?!"
"This is... gay fiction?"
[No! This bl! How? So emotional right?]
"Aahhh" he sighed and set the book aside. He should have thought not to trust the system.
But...
The emotions were really well portrayed.
***
"Congratulations! You have been selected as the best streamer!"
"YOUR PRIZE"
The sudden notification surprised him.
Publisher?
Oh right, there was such a thing.
He opened the main panel and looked at the data.
[Name: Ji Yun Xue
Nickname: Villain, Boss, Wood, Stalk, Emotional Idiot...
Age 18
Gender: Male (Female)
Promotion:
He was ignoring everything for the sake of survival, classifying life as "useful/unhelpful", fighting for power, and continuing his life only on the basis of his duties and responsibilities.
He had become numb to the point of being a villain, and he had made it his duty not to even die.
He was rebellious and was preparing for the apocalypse with the main characters. In that case, would he be able to escape destruction while he was the main cause of the fiction's downfall?]
]
His eyes widened as he looked at the explanation.
rebellious? Of course, his movements were known. So what were they thinking? Didn't they stop and just watch because they saw him as harmless?
His gaze went even lower.
# worst character
#Forgetful Publisher
#Strong woman
#Wood
#unaware of his surroundings
#emotional idiot
#without EQ
Some of the comments were as follows.
-'Don't upset my Nanren fool!'
"I have never seen such a blind person as you in my life"
'You are a good bad'
-Well, his life is pretty boring. Always the same facial expression and a life without expression, is this person facial paralysis?'
-'I'm 18 years old but it's like I'm watching my grandfather's life'
He didn't hesitate. Did he really live such a boring life? Boring?
Ah, it was a word he had long forgotten. His dictionary had only do's and don'ts.
Mimics? In fact, he was able to capture facial microexpressions as well as analyze body language.
He stopped in front of a mirror.
A straight lip line.
Totally limp muscles and dull eyes.
There were 7 universal expressions.
Fear.
How was it? He tried to get his face into that shape. Fear...
The unknown was feared. What was his fear? Family ? No… maybe it was just his obsession.
It was a feeling he couldn't remember.
surprise ?
It was a moment of anxiety or excitement.
But he had been living for a long time and there was nothing to be surprised about.
get angry? Anger ?
He tried to frown. No, it was not natural. His forehead was not wrinkled. His eyes were not narrowed and his lips were not tense.
Happiness ?
He raised the line of his lips. But it seemed so artificial. Now, seeing himself in the mirror, he seemed to realize that he was frightened by the smiles of the recruits he had trained for a while.
Squint eyes and a strange smile. Eerie.
disgust ?
In fact, he had a deep disgust with insects for a while. But now, having lived a wealthy life, he had forgotten about their existence for a while because of the good poisons and possibilities.
He took out his phone and opened the cockroach picture from the internet. Then he hung up the phone and looked in the mirror.
Ah, it worked a little bit this time.
How was the sadness?
Nanren immediately came to mind. 'Don't upset my Nanren...'? It's true, crying was the result of being upset. Maybe he should have studied Nanren. Nanren, officially an emotional bank, could help him.
How did he express himself when he was upset? He had examined it. He would only do this review to see if he felt true or false. He must have subconsciously instilled a trust so that he did not see the need to examine Nanren, for he had not even thought about it.
teasing?
Look, he could do this. To reveal a contemptuous expression by raising one corner of your lip.
But it still didn't look natural on her face.
Maybe he should try new things this summer vacation, while the ready-made works are in order and it will work by itself?
-To be continued-