His bare chest was pushing against my stomach, his weight pushing atop making it harder to breathe.. He continues to caress my peaks with his tongue.. fondling the other breast with his hand. I felt my breathing getting heavier.
And then he tugs my nipples with his teeth.
"Ahh—" I whimper.
Now his hands leave my chest while his mouth continue to play.
His palms trailing down, looping and bending with the ups and downs of my curves. Fingers sliding under my short pants.. pulling them down to my knees.
Now my pelvis and crotch are exposed.
His head shot up and climb up to my face level. I don't know what expression I have on, but my breathing is heavy and my face feel like it might blister itself from the heat.
He dives in for a kiss, lips brushing, tongues entwined. He suddenly sucks my tongue in his mouth.
"Mmmmh"
And with a smack, releases it back.
He hovers just above my face, breathing as heavily as I am. He rests his forehead on my cheek.
"Are you afraid?"
I take a deep inhale,
"No"
and release and my breath.
"This is my first time with anyone.. So I'm not quite sure what to do."
I place my arms around his back and he lets himself fall on top of me.
"I haven't the slightest clue either. But I trust you." I whisper to him.
He slides his hands under my back and he scoops me up from the bed.. we shared a hot bare embrace as he nuzzles his head into the curve of my neck.
And he gently puts me down while he remains sat up.
My legs resting atop his flexed thighs.. he plants himself in between my legs.
He sits still, staring at body just flopped on the bed. He could see all of me.. and he wasn't breaking his gaze.
And I could see his topless half.. he is crouched on his back and his nipples are touching the edge of his ribs. His abdomen wrinkled and fell into itself. A bit of fat hanging out from his pants.
Breathtaking.
He unbuttons his pants and unzips his fly, a rod springs out, pushing against the cloth of his underwear.. it was fighting against the garter of his waist band, just screaming to get out of its cotton restriction.
He musters up his voice.. "I want to see.. all of you."
I sort of jostle from the surprise.. But I swallow my fear and sit up.. facing him.
"C- Can we both turn around while we take off our clothes?"
Oh no.. I asked a silly question didn't I...
"G- Good idea." He replied. Hiding his red face in the darkness of the room.
We turn our back against each other.. I unhook the bra that's already barely covering anything on my front. My breast hang out, dangling from my chest without anything holding them up..
I scooch to the edge of the bed, pulling down my panties down my thighs, over my knees and off my feet.. I was now completely naked..
He cold air bites against my skin so I grabbed the sheet and covered myself.
"I'm ready." I heard a voice from behind.
I swallow a final deep breath.. and turn around to see...
My husband had also grabbed the end of the same bed sheet to cover his crotch. But his hard-on was protruding against the long blanket.
When we saw each other we let out a soft chuckle. Laughing that we had both been too embarrassed to expose ourselves in the vast space of our bedroom.
As I was sat on my legs on the bed.. I looked at my husband.. almost hiding his face behind his gentle hands.. I smirk.
I let go of the cloth hiding my body and pushed it away from me, revealing everything I could hide.
"Sebastian." I call. But I shut my eyes instinctively from the unease.
There was quiet.
And then I heard the bed creak.. the rustle of the bed covers.. and heavy breathing drawing nearer.
A peck on my lips..
"You take my breath away." He mutters under his breath.
I slowly open my eyes and his face was right in front of mine. His smile so endearing and so heart-warming.
He looked at me with the same warm gaze upon receiving a heart-felt gift on the Feast of the Winter Star.
With a sly grin like how he looks at me during the Flower Dance in the Spring.
So many feelings swelling up in my chest.
This time, I am ready to surrender.