Arata had just vanished on her, just like that, in the snap of a finger. She hated when he did this, and it made her suspect him of being a mere trickster who used parlor tricks to make him seem divine.
There were still residual tears on her face, and she looked down at her belly, trying to wrap her head around the fact that she was pregnant. She was carrying Jin's child. She could not believe it. She was very happy, yet terrified.
She had no idea what raising a child was like, and a lot of anxious thoughts exploded out of nothing. Was it a boy or a girl? What would she name the child? Will she have the child in Brittania or outside of Brittania?
Even while all these anxious thoughts bugged her mind, she was still happy with the main fact: she was carrying Jin's child. The thought of that alone watered her eyes. Something about it made her grateful for life, despite the situation she and her people were in.
