Sophia p.o.v
I was truly hoping that I wont get people talking about me if someone starts spreading rumours about the note I gave to Brian.
I know that I didn't say anything about my feelings to him but I also know that he has his eyes for samra and that hurts more than the rumour that might already be spread by now.
As I was walking through the hallway, I could sense that people were looking at me.
Great it's already known by now
I scolded myself, but what I didn't know was that I was in for a big surprise, I went to my computer class and guess who I saw sitting together. It was none other than samra and Brian and they seem to be talking in a low tone.
Since the class was noisy I couldn't hear what they were talking about but it was like they were both having fun.
I slammed my book on the table and sat I turned around and they were still laughing and smiling especially samra she looked happy and I somehow felt like my heart breaking.
I didn't know how to react anymore, the idea of seeing them a couple made me feel like they are a perfect match and I shouldn't try to come between them anymore.
Brian made it clear that he wasn't interested in me even though I felt like we had a connection somewhere, but I shouldn't build false hope for myself either.
But love is love right whether the person you love loves another its really disappointing but there's a saying that says:A heart wants what it wants"and by that I'll be the only one who wants to have him but he doesn't want me.
"Are you going to keep standing until the end of the class?" Asked a female voice.
I turned around to see who was asking and it was none other than mrs. Maya our computer teacher.
"Sorry" I muttered and took a seat.
Mrs.Maya started the class and by the middle of the class she asked us to form a group where each one of is will present a unique presentation based on technology.
As everyone was quick to form their own,I was the odd one out since I was last to be picked.
Mrs. Maya asked if anyone would like to take me part of their group but no one said anything as they were whispering to one another.
"She can join us," a familiar voice spoke.
My heart skipped as I recognized the voice,it was samra's.
Why did she accept me to join her group?.
I had no idea that she would ever accept me as a partner in her group as in her,Brian and of course Martha.
Miss maya asked me if I was ok with it and without any hesitation I walked to their seat and sat next to Martha who was giving me dirty look.
I didn't say anything but listened to the instructions and after that we started working on the project.
As I was busy taking notes and looking for some information based on technology I felt someone tapping my shoulder I turned to see Martha glad at me.
"Do you need something Martha, am kinda busy " I said avoiding eyes with her.
"I know that,it's just that I don't think whatever you're planning will ever work" she said as she leaned in.
"What are you talking about? I don't understand " I said as I was measuring my ruler on the scale.
"Samra might not have any idea and being nice to you but only I know your true intentions " she smiled wickedly and left.
I had no idea what she meant by it.
I just prepared the project and was about to leave when someone called my name and I saw samra and Brian together.
"Do you want to hang out with us?" She asked as she pointed at Brian and her.
"Umm....its ok I have things to do,maybe next time" I said as I tried not to sound like I wasn't affected by their relationship.
I was literally heart broken just by looking at how they seemed to be.
"Are you sure,we really don't mind if you joined us" samra said.
"I don't mind either it's just I have alot of things to do" I said as I kept walking away.
"Sophia wait, you don't have to do all the work by yourself, we are a team and we should work together so how about you come to my house this weekend" she said as she approached me.
"Are you sure?" I asked as I looked at Brian but he didn't say anything but to look at his phone.
"I should get going,am late for the practice anyway " he said as he put his phone in his jeans pocket.
"Ok then, I'll see you there" i said as it felt awkward knowing that I'll be seeing them together again.
Samra and i exchanged contacts and I left the class hoping that I wouldn't be doing something that might cause trouble with them or anything else.
I came back to my dorm room and threw myself to the bed as I thought of what happened earlier.
No one talked about me and it seemed like there's going to be rumour spreading about samra and brian since whatever happened in the basketball court, I might be involved with it too.
Since Martha kept talking loudly about me and the note of my so called "confession " I surely smell trouble coming.
The idea of me being a third wheel might occur and Martha being a pain in my life am afraid she might cause trouble.
Even though I am trying hard not to get my feelings affect our project,someone might cause a problem and am afraid either me or Martha will ruin it.
She said that she doesn't buy the way am trying to fit in and am not thinking about destroying a relationship which am not even sure will work either.
I just hope none of us will hurt the other whether it's intentional or not.
Samra might be nice and caring but who knows she might do something that will hurt him or herself too.
I just pray that me being there for the weekend wont ruin anything especially when Martha will be there too.
Oh Allah make it easy for me to have a normal weekend with them....
I prayed silently hoping that things will go smoothly who knows what will happen...