Today is the day I meet the lawyer to finalize the details of Debra's estate. Today is the day I absolve myself of any paternal responsibilities for Sophie. And my feelings for her are most definitely not paternal.
I've never had someone consume me the way she does. I've forgotten everything that was important to me, and I've only got her on my mind.
My priority was always work. Whatever came after that was much farther down the list. But since meeting Sophie, she's the only thing I see. Work doesn't exist, and while it's driving me crazy, I love it. I'm consumed by something that I actually want, not something that I thought I needed to do. No, this was for me. Something I've chosen for myself.
I sit on the edge of the bed, my mind racing. If I go to her, I go to her as a man, not as a figure of authority or as a guardian. I need to be sure that this is the right thing to do. For her and for me.
I stand up and pace for what feels like hours, but when I look back at the time, it's only been minutes.
After an eternity, I stand up and walk to her room.
It's dark, and Sophie is fast asleep. I came to her room naked this time, knowing what I'm going to do. I go to the side of the bed and turn on the lamp. I pull back the covers, and my hard cock hardens further when I see she's completely naked too.
She doesn't say a word, just spreads her legs, inviting me to look at her.
I get on the bed and lie on top of her, touching as much of my naked skin to Sophie's as possible. Her warm creamy skin feels like silk against mine. I looks into her beautiful blue eyes, just holding her to me.
"You're so beautiful, Sophie," I whisper.
Her eyes get a little watery, and I use my thumb to brush away her tears. "Shh, don't cry, little one. I won't hurt you."
"I know."
"Bruce, first I have to know something," she says, and I can see whatever she is about to ask me means a lot to her. "Are you—" she stumbles over her words before she finally finishes "Are you and Holly together?"
Her words hit me hard with guilt. Not because I have anything to be guilty about with Holly, but because she doubts that she is it for me. It hurts me that I have to let her know that, that she wouldn't be lonely any longer. I hate that she even had a moment of jealousy over that women. I know what that felt like with I saw others coming on to Sophie and it ripped me apart. I don't want anything to hurt her if I can stop it.
"No, I've never so much as kissed her. Little Sophie, I haven't been with a women in years, and I didn't even think I really missed it. Then you walked into my life and everything just came alive. It was like a light being switched on. You make me want so much more, you make me question who I've become."
Her eyes widen at my words. "You haven't been with a women in years?" she questions, and I can't help the bark of laughter that escapes me. "That's all you got from that?"
"No, you haven't kissed me either," she says, licking her lips and drawing my eyes there.
She's right, I haven't. But, God, had I thought about it. Sophie's breathing picks up pace and I hear it become rapid and shallow. Leaning down slowly, my eyes on hers, I press my lips to her mouth. Her lips are utterly soft, almost like rose petals. Just like her, they're warm and soft. Gently, my mouth slides over hers, keeping the pressure soft.
I sip and suck gently until her lips finally part. Her tongue slides into my mouth, the soft caress sends a pulse through my body like nothing I've ever felt before. I never knew a kiss could be like this. She's so tentative. I can tell this is her first kiss, and it makes me want to pound my chest. I feel like I've waited for this moment my whole life. All those years working myself to the bone brought me to this moment, put me on the path to her, and every hour of it was worth it. I had been questioning my choices and now it's all so clear. I've been waiting for her. Has she been waiting for me too?
"You've been waiting for me tonight, haven't you? Not just tonight but before that too?"
"Yes," she says simply, and I can see the truth in her eyes.
"It's time, baby. I'll be gentle, I promise."
She nods her head, and I lean down softly to press my lips to hers, kissing her again. Her full lips open and I slip my tongue inside, tasting her sweetness. She moans at our connection, and I can't help but mirror her sounds. She's so perfect and pure, and it's the single greatest moment of my entire life.
I want to breathe her body into mine and show her how much she means to me. It's not just my body that's being pulled towards her, my heart is too. Something about her spirit is connected to mine, and kissing her is like coming home.
I lean back, giving her one more soft kiss on the lips. I slowly travel down her body, stopping to suck both nipples into my mouth, one at a time. I continue my path, drifting over her delicious curves until I find myself between her thighs, my mouth hovering over her bare pussy. Gripping her thighs, I pull her legs farther apart for the taking, and bury my head between her legs. Her body jerks in reaction and she immediately cums when I latch onto her clit. She chants my name over and over. It's the most erotic thing I've ever heard.
I want to make her cum again so her tight virgin pussy will be soft and willing to be filled with my cock, but I'm scared I'll cum all over myself if I eat her to another orgasm. Reaching down, I grab the tip of my cock and give it a little squeeze to stop myself shooting off.
I slide my tongue into her virginal hole, in and out, mimicking what my cock will be doing to her soon. Her hips start to move, begging for more, and I know it's time. I need her on edge, needing to cum so her body will be begging for my cock to enter her. Moving back up her body, I take her mouth again, wanting her to taste herself on my mouth. When I've finally cooled some of this need and regained my control, I'm going to eat her pussy until she loses her voice from chanting my name, begging me to stop.
"We've teased each other enough, Sophie. I need to be inside you." Pushing the head of my cock into her opening, I feel her virginity stop my entrance. She's already wet and ready for me. We've been playing with this moment for days and we're both fully primed for it. "This may hurt a little, just breathe and be still. I'm trying to control myself because I just want you so much."
"Okay. Do it quick, I want the pain over with, and you inside me."
"Fuck. Don't talk dirty like that to me, baby, I'll cum before I get in you."
She giggles a little, and I can't help but think she's going to use that against me.
I prop myself up on my elbows and put my hands on either side of her face, making her look at me as I enter her. We lock eyes as I thrust inside her, tearing through her innocence and claiming her as mine.
She lets out a shout and closes her eyes as if in pain.
"Look at me."
She snaps her eyes open at my words, looking into my eyes, and I hold myself still as she adjusts. She's so tight it's painful, and we both need a second to catch our breath. I'm still not fully sheathed inside of her. This is the only moment in my life I can recall hating having a big cock.
Her eyes start to water, making my heart clench. I pepper kisses all over her face.
"Sophie, I'm sorry. Don't cry. The pain will pass in a little. I promise, baby," I say around the lump in my throat.
"I'm not crying because I'm sad, Bruce. It's because I'm so happy. I've never felt so connected to someone before."
"Me neither, baby. Me neither," I say, placing more kisses all over her until her body starts to relax. Soon after that, she starts to wiggle, and I know what she wants. Her body is ready for more.
"I've still got a couple of inches left, Sophie, so just breathe."
She looks fearful for a second. "Bruce, I'm already so full."
"You can take it, baby. Just relax and let me in."
Sophie takes a deep breath, and I push in the rest of the way, seating myself full inside her. Her breathing is short so I brush her cheeks with my thumbs to comfort her, telling her how perfect she is.
"You feel so good, Sophie. So sweet and tight. I've never felt anything so perfect before in my life. God, it's like I've waited my whole life for something this wonderful."
My words seem to relax her again, and after a few moments, she nods her head, letting me know she wants me to move.
Slowly, I pull out and push back in just a few inches until she adjusts to the feeling. After a few strokes, she's moving her hips with me and closing her eyes in pleasure. I want her first time to be good for her and not over in sixty seconds, so I reach between us and gently strum her clit.
We aren't rushed for time, and I don't want to cum too soon so my thrusts are slow and even as we build to the end.
"All my life I've waited for this. I didn't know it but I was waiting for it, waiting for you."
Her hands rub along my chest and face as she looks into my eyes.
"I know. I've waited for you too, Bruce."
"I love you, sweet Sophie."
"I love you too."
I kiss her softly, tasting the love on her lips. When I pull back and look at her again, I can see my life in her. She's mine forever now.
"I'm claiming you, Sophie. Your body is mine and so is your love. You won't ever have anyone but me inside you. Do you understand?"
It's not really a question, but I like when she nods her head in agreement.
Her pussy is squeezing the cum out of my cock, and I know I won't last much longer. I rub harder on her clit and I feel her squeeze me in response. She's as close as I am and I need her to cum for me.
"That's it, baby. Get off on my cock. I want your cum creaming my dick while I empty inside you."
"Oh God!"
A few more strokes on her clit and she's cumming all over me. I can feel her pleasure run down my cock and onto my balls. I'm so turned on by her orgasm, it triggers my own. I thrust hard against her one last time, coupling us as close as I can, and release inside her.
I cum more than I ever have before, filling her to the point of spilling out. I'm still cumming when I feel my seed run down the sides of her tight pussy, mixing with her own sweet juices. The feel of her squeezing me, sucking me dry, is enough to have me passing out on top of her.
I'm barely able to catch myself before I smother her with my weight. But Sophie just wraps her arms and legs around me, holding me inside her as I finish the greatest orgasm of my life.
I breathe hard into the crook of her neck, trying to catch my breath. "Jesus Christ, Sophie. That was so good."
She giggles a little and squeezes her pussy, gripping my still-hard cock inside her. She starts to move her hips again, thrusting up against me.
I lean up and look into her eyes. "You want it again?"
She blushes bright red but nods her head slowly.
"Okay, baby. Let me get you from behind this time. I want you every way imaginable."
I pull out and watch some of my cum spill out of her. I look down at my cock and see a small trace of her virgin blood on my dick, and it only makes me harder. Knowing that I got her first and that she's mine turns me on even more.
She looks down to where I'm staring and then back up at me. "Should I go clean up before we go again?"
"No. I want as much of my cum in that virgin pussy as you can hold. This time, put your chest on the bed and your ass in the air so it won't slip out."
"You're not afraid I'll get pregnant?"
"I'm hoping you will, Sophie. I want you for forever, fuck everything else. I want it all with you, and that includes babies. I don't care how many we have, but I'm never pulling out and you're never going on the pill. You're mine, and I'm going to fill that pussy up so you can never leave me."
She blushes again, and then rolls over and gets into position, spreading her legs and showing me her opening. I lean forward, pressing my aching cock to her pussy, and thrust in. It's deeper like this, and she lets out a shout as I bottom out inside her.
I start to thrust in and out as she adjusts to the angle. I grab her hips, pulling her to me. I ride her hard and give her what she wants as I feel her pussy pulse around me. She's quick to cum like this, and I'll have to remember that. It's the perfect position for her to hold my seed, and she gets off so fast. I thrust a few more times and she cums, gripping my cock and shouting her release into the pillow.
"Fuck," I grunt as her tight pussy pulls my orgasm from me. I hold myself deep inside her as I empty my balls of every last drop. Once I'm drained, I pull out and sit back, just looking at her ass in the air.
My cum starts to drip out and I use my finger to scoop it up and push it back in. "You should stay like that for another minute, but if you do, I'll just want to fuck you again."
Sophie's response is to wiggle her ass at me, and I smile, because she wants it again.
"You want it again?"
"Yes, Bruce. It feels so good, having you in me."
"Okay, one more time, and I'll just leave it in you after that. You can sleep with my cock inside you in case you wake up and want more."
"Please," she begs, wiggling her ass again.
I sit up and push inside her again, my cock still hard and erect. Cum from our previous sessions runs down the sides and coats us everywhere, making a mess. I love it.
I fuck her hard this time, wanting to give her what she needs. It doesn't take long before we both climax, making even more cum drip between us.
When we're finally spent, I collapse to the side, pulling her with me so we are spooning and I don't have to pull out. We're a sweaty heap of flesh, smeared with our passion and unable to move.
I kiss her neck and pet her body as she snuggles into me, grinding on my cock every now and then.
"Get some sleep, baby. He'll still be hard and waiting for you when you wake up."
"Goodnight, Bruce," she whispers, pushing down on my cock one more time.
I smile and drift off to sleep, feeling whole for the first time in my life.
Bruce
Five years later…
"Bruce!"
"Shh! You'll wake the kids up."
"Oh fuck," she moans, as I sink deeper inside her slick channel, thrusting myself balls deep. I look down and see her tits are leaking milk, and my mouth starts to water.
"I need a taste of your sweetness."
"They're too full and sensitive. I've got to feed the baby when she wakes up. Just fuck me. I'm so close."
I watch as Sophie throws her head back in ecstasy and lifts her hips with my rhythm.
"I'll be gentle, baby," I whisper against her nipple, softly licking up milk with the tip of my tongue. She moans at the contact and it makes my dick harder. "You always leak right before you cum."
"God, Bruce. I'm so close. Don't forget to pull out. I could get pregnant right now."
"Just relax, baby, you focus on cumming," I say, with no intention of pulling out. No way was I wasn't going to cum inside her.
I put my mouth over one nipple, gently suckling her. The pressure on her sensitive nipple combined with my hard thrusts is enough to send her over the edge. Tasting her on my tongue and feeling her tight pussy squeeze my cock pulls the cum from me. I pump hard into her one last time and hold myself there, spurting my cum inside her.
She's too far gone in her orgasm to pay attention to my cock filling her little pussy up with cum. Once I've let my last drop splash inside her pussy, I look down and give her an evil grin.
"I knew you wouldn't pull out," she says, trying to give me a glare but failing.
I lean down and kiss her full, lush lips, smiling as we connect. After a second she kisses me back and I start to move again.
"You better be quick this time. I think I hear Thomas and Joseph playing in their room."
"They're three- and four-years old. They're fine. Come ride me this time."
I flip us over, letting her straddle me and ride my still-hard cock. I reach up to play with her big, full tits as she bounces up and down on my dick. I squeeze her breasts, watching the little drops of milk roll down her creamy flesh, and it makes me even harder. It's been five years and I still can't seem to control my cock when she is in the room.
"I swear you keep me pregnant just so you can play with my milky tits."
"You did agree to four kids."
"You made me negotiate while you were going down on me!"
I thrust, making her moan. "You weren't exactly complaining."
We've got the two older boys, and then we took a year-long break before having our youngest, Felicity, who's almost a year old. She's the apple of my eye, and I was kind of relieved it wasn't another boy. They're amazing but they're always going at full throttle.
I left the law firm the day after Sophie's eighteenth birthday, and we got married right away. I didn't care about what people thought of our relationship, I just didn't want the drama. Life is short, and I didn't want to explain myself, or us, to anyone. Those who didn't understand our love we were better off without.
Lily was our biggest champion, staying on as our nanny when we had our first baby. She helped Sophie be the mother she always wanted, and helped me learn how to change a diaper. We were both new at parenting, and having someone to help us, not only when things got hard, but to share in our joy, has been wonderful.
I started my own private law practice, mostly to keep up my license. I take on a few real estate cases when I feel like it, but for the most part I focus on my family. I spent the first decades of my life doing what I thought I was supposed to and making enough money to last a lifetime. Thankfully, Sophie came along and showed me what it's like to live.
We've got more love than we could ever use up, and that's my only priority.
As I pull her down close to me and lick her neck just the way she likes it, I can't help but think how lucky we are. I get to spend the rest of my life with this amazing, gorgeous woman, and I'm so happy she chose me.
I may have started out as her step-dad, but I ended up as so much more. I should probably feel some guilt about that, but I'm too deep inside her to care.
"I love you, baby," I whisper against her neck.
"I love you too, Bruce."