I've decided this time to choose the best thing in my life even though it's still a dilemma. I also tried to find out about what it means to be an Islam. For the past 6 months I have been searching for the true meaning of Islam. Because I can't give up a religion just for the sake of a love for someone. But I must have a strong reason to become a convert.
After Om Bima left, I finally tried to find out about Islam. I always listen to some ways mah or podcasts from Ustaz Hanan attaki. It felt like the sound of chanting the holy verses of the Koran was able to thrill my heart at that time, which was in a dilemma phase.
Since then I started to find out about Islam really. I also started attending several regular recitations held around my house. A Faith begins to grow like a seed planted in fertile soil and then germinates until it expands and has a heavenly scent.
