Khadijah
Tears will never run out just fall. Everything felt so tight that I couldn't change my direction and aim. I know Allah is omniscient, but one thing this test is too painful for me. Against a reality that is on the pebbles.
"What's wrong with you?" Rumi asked.
I just shook my head, when I saw my parents on a mound of earth with a gravestone stuck there. I'm really not ready at all. "Father, mother, why did you leave so quickly leaving your child?" Ask my heart. Everything is like dry leaves scattered. It almost killed me feeling.
Rumi gave his shoulder for me to lean on. I don't think I'll ever be in a position like this. Everything felt so heavy. My tears fell as if I died in a feeling that was quite deep. "Oh, my God, why is everything so hard for me?" I thought all along. It's so heavy that it feels tight in my chest.
