"What if he's destined for me, but I love another man?"
Khadijah just thought in her heart, she felt her heart still loves Rumi. Only the man who was able to occupy her dreams and thoughts. She felt that her heart still loved the man.
Khadijah had not seen Rumi for a long time, after being in London. She felt so missed in her own heart.
"Where are you, Rumi? Why did my hopes start to crumble, when I felt you were really missing? Did Allah not grant my wish to be married to you?"
After performing the isthikarah prayer, Khadijah felt that she was not destined for the man she loved, because of her faith and piety. However, another man who always irritated him actually intended to justify it immediately.
Khadijah felt her heart was really in a dilemma. Meanwhile, she must immediately give an answer to the sermon from Samuel.
