Pov Khadijah
I became very panicked when I saw my father's condition suddenly relapsed. Then I elbowed Hasan in the stomach to quickly turn back to the hospital. I guess I can't think of anything other than hoping my dad is okay.
"Ridwan! Please turn back towards the hospital. "I tried to ask Ridwan to turn around immediately because my father's condition was really you. I suddenly became very panicked and asked Ridwan to increase speed in driving his car.
"Ridwan, don't be slow when you drive, my daddy is already in pain!" I snapped at him in a high tone.
"Patience, Dijah." Ridwan also looked very panicked while driving my family's car. But it can't be helped, my father suddenly groaned in pain and even broke out in cold sweat. In my heart I also hoped that my father only experienced symptoms that were not serious.
Hasan tried to calm me down, but I didn't want to lose my father. How not if the person you love is in pain in front of you, am I wrong? I began to ask in my little heart like that. Because I can't stand to see the people I love suffer and groan in pain.
Ridwan started to drive and accelerated his car. I really panicked to see my father suddenly groaned in pain. He felt that his head was about to burst. The doctor had also predicted that my father would often experience symptoms of headaches that were so excessive.
"Dad...." I just cried seeing my father groaning in pain while groaning. He held his head which he almost hit the end of the car window.
Twenty minutes arrived at a Seoul International Hospital. Then I screamed while running asking the medical team to immediately give help to my father who was already complaining of pain.
The medical team then took my father immediately to the emergency room at the international hospital. I can only pray and hope that my father's condition is not serious at this time. Although I felt very panicked by seeing the condition of my father who was wincing in pain holding back the pain in his head.
I, Hasan and Ridwan were only able to wait in the waiting room while waiting for news from the doctor who treated my father in the emergency room. I don't feel calm at all. I'm even pacing incoherently in front of the emergency room
"Khadijah you should calm down. Our father will be fine and nothing serious will ever happen. Trust me everything will be fine. "Hasan tried to warn me not to panic and calm down. But it can't be helped, I can't help but feel the feeling that is still bugging me. Because I lost so much my father at that time.
My heartbeat became unstable at that time because I was very scared. I don't think I can afford to lose a second time. For me my father is everything that I have so far. Although I already have a surrogate father but not like my own biological father.
My eyes then aimed at Ridwan who seemed to be watching me. I'm very annoyed with Ridwan's gaze which makes me so disgusted, you point because until now I don't like Ridwan whose attitude really makes me ilfil.
"Your eyes condition!" I snapped at him very annoyed because I didn't really want the man there. And I also always protest my twin for bringing Ridwan who is my mortal enemy.
Ridwan was silent for a moment then he lowered his gaze.
Then the doctor came out of the ER. I immediately asked the doctor about the actual condition of my father. Even though my heartbeat was unstable, I didn't even think I was able to raise a question about my father's condition.
I took a deep breath for a moment and then let it out slowly. Then I started asking the doctor who treats my father's condition now, "How is my father's condition, doctor?" I felt really uneasy when the doctor wanted to answer my question. My only hope is healing from my father.
"Your father's condition just now went into a critical state but has passed. Maybe in some time he will wake up from his stupor. Then I'll excuse myself because I still have other patients to treat." said the doctor who immediately left because he seemed to be busy.
I can only be silent and resigned in a situation that happened.
"We should go to the prayer room first, we have to pray for the healing of both of our fathers. God willing, if Allah will grant it," said Hasan who looked very wise compared to Khadijah's attitude.
Khadijah immediately nodded in agreement and followed Hasan's footsteps towards the prayer room at the hospital. He felt that his heart was not at peace because he was very worried and afraid about his father's condition, who was in critical condition. He could only hope that God would give his father a second chance.
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These days Sera feels very bored because she has no friends to just hang out in a cafe. She even felt bored hanging out alone while enjoying a cup of coffee and a snack of french fries. Usually she always spends time with her best friend but this time her best friend is busy taking care of her family.
" Good grief! Why does it feel so lonely without this Khadijah?" Sera said while enjoying a cup of cold coffee.
"Wow!"
Sera felt very sick with the presence of Fabian who suddenly appeared like an invisible creature. He came not wanted but left also not wanted that's Fabian.
"You're really surprising people! Luckily I don't have heart disease! If I had a heart disease, I would have died because you were shocked! " Sera grumbled because Fabian's presence really surprised her. Even though she never really told her where she was hanging out even though she was alone.
"You know that today I'm really tired of her!" Fabian has been complaining about his new girlfriend.
Sera is actually getting bored with the stories from her best friend Fabian, who always talks about her girl collection. She felt that Fabian was like a shameless stump crocodile. She was tired of listening to the endless complaints of Fabian. It's always about the women who have become her prey.
"Gosh, I didn't expect you to really be a stump crocodile! When are you going to repent for not playing with girls' hearts? One day you will definitely get karma when you realize that you will regret it! "Sera is quite lazy to listen to stories that have no end at all. She knows that if Fabian is sad, she always looks for her but when she finds happiness, she will forget about her.
"Why are you like a jaelangkung? Came not picked up, home not delivered! What dream did I dream last night to have an obscure friend like you?!" Sera snorted in annoyance when she met Fabian over and over again. Because she was tired of listening to stories about her female collection which was quite disturbing. "Never mind I'd rather just pull it out instead of listening to the rants about your ex-girlfriends if not about your new boyfriend! I've memorized everything on your mind Fabian! I've had enough of the ravings you've been saying about some of the girls you've dated too! How long will you repent even though this world is old!"
Sera chose to go instead of having to listen to the ravings and rants of a Fabian who was a slave to a woman's love. She started to get up and left the cafe. Compared to her, she must feel unwell when she is close to Fabian.
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I turned the faucet, then I started ablution and started washing my hands and feet.
I walked to the prayer room, I took a mukena, then a AL-Qur'an in the display case. I opened the sheet to the Surah Yassin, I read it in sobs.
My restless heart began to calm down, I continued with the dhikr and prayers of the prophet. I realized that the test from Allah is always impromptu.
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Time...
The rolling seconds seem to frighten me...
Lost....
Yes, time brings a story every second...
Either sad or happy story.
However, it could be a bomb....
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