It's been a month since Coby and I met and I'll admit it's been wonderful. He's great with Jake who by the way loves Coby to death. He's an awesome guy.
I can feel when he's near, have this electric shock tingles when I touch him. He said we were mates and everything I've felt checks out with what's on the internet and as much as I'll like to make it official I can't really do that.
Just thinking of what happened to Suzy makes me want to run, even though when I think about it it's like my heart is broken into a million pieces. I know I shouldn't think all the eggs are bad because one was bad but I can't help but wonder if all wolves are like that, violent and all that.
My holding back hurts me as much as it hurts Coby and I probably should let go. We should have completed the mating process, I found out about it online, it's taking a toll on Coby that we didn't, even though he didn't say a word I can see it.
My dad and Suzy could be frowning at me wherever they were but it wasn't as if I could rewrite my destiny or something. I could reject him but that'd be an horrible thing to do, he's such a nice guy.
Laughter fills the house as Jake and Coby walk in, they went to a basketball game. I smile at them, happy that Jake's happy.
Jake goes into his room and I signal at Coby to come outside with me. I head to the backyard and he follows me and stands next to me.
"I don't know much about wolves, all the internet had was related to mates and not about the behaviours, mannerisms of wolves, I feel, no I know that you're a nice guy but there's something stopping me from completing the mating process, it's how my sister died. My sister was mudered by a wolf and while I don't know much about you wolves I'm willing to do a blind leap with you and trust you. I believe that you will take care of me, love me and treat me like a princess. I've decided to go through it, the mating process but you must promise to treat Jake like your son and treat me like a princess" I blurt.
"I'm sorry about what happened to your sister, wolves aren't usually like that. I promise that I'll be a good mate and take care of Jake like he's my own son" Coby replied.
That night, under the stars and moon, we completed the mating process and it was sealed, we were mates.
"So you're my wolf lover, huh" I say drawing circles on Coby's chest.
"Yep, I'm your wolf mate, your wolf lover, not that you have a human one" He says earning a chuckle from me.
"So me and my wolf lover, I like the sound of that" I say.
"Yeah, Mari and her wolf lover" He replied and got a kiss from me because it sounded so hot when he said it.