CHAPTER-2
"Have sex with me"
That's what I heard coming from her mouth. I was completely taken aback by this sudden proposal.
Never in my life have I thought of this kind of thing happening to me. I was completely speechless just staring at her dead eyes. What was going through her mind.what was she thinking right now.
"Are you ok?"
She whispered those sweet words as a cold wind brushed past my cheeks.
'Am i okay, i don't know if i would call myself okay. Someone who has given up on life 'am i okay' sometimes these words sound most ridiculous to me. 'I was not okay, I was never okay. I wanted to kill everyone around me: my parents, my friends, my teachers. How can a person like me be okay!.
"Yes, yes i am"
"I am not joking you know"
"Yes, yes i know"
"Will you have sex with me?"
"Yes"
Before I could talk further a slight pressure was felt on my lips. When I moved my eyes I saw her lips sticking to mine. They were soft like rose petals and then a weird sensation enveloped my whole body. I could feel her soft lips releasing hot breath. The situation seemed too unreal to me. At a moment I was wondering if I was having a dream, it is reality and then our lips are apart. It was a weird feeling. I wanted more so I pulled her towards me and started kissing her more passionately. I was nervous, I've never kissed someone before.
But the sensation of arousal was wailing inside me and I couldn't help but be enchanted by the sweet smell of this enchantress locking lips with me. I wanted more of this feeling.
I slipped my hand in her top, massaging her soft peaches that were neither big nor small and completely fit in my palm. I started kneading her breasts harder while putting my right hand under her skirt only to find a sticky liquid coming from the place between her legs. I think she was as aroused as me in this situation. I pushed her to the ground making her fall on her butt and unbuttoned my pants.
My lower part became very hard and it was ready to explode and suddenly I felt something grabbing my lower part. It was her she was touching it, grabbing like it was some kind of a toy. The next moment she guided my hard rod to her lower lips. It was very dark and I couldn't see much but we connected. It was a feeling that I can't describe. I was so involved in the pleasure that I couldn't stop shaking my hips. It was a feeling of wanting more, i wanted more and then i reached my limit releasing all my frustration inside of her.
Drops of blood were visible around the part of her lower lips. She was a virgin a moment ago and I took her virginity and moments after she will die with me. I had no way of refusing her if she asked me to die with her. I was already entrapped by her charm.
For some time we didn't move and then I saw her smiling just like that before but this time the corners of her eyes were wet. It must've hurt her but I was too late to notice. Minutes spent by we both just sat there in the silence under the dark night on this roof and then she moved her head towards me and started kissing more passionately than me. When our lips parted she whispered to me like a seductress.
"Will you die with me?"
There was no way I was going to refuse her. The moments I spent with her were probably the best moments of my life. Maybe the only moments in which I've ever felt happy. I wish I could have more of this happiness but it's not possible for me.
"Yes"
After hearing my final answer she smiled but this time she genuinely felt happy. If dying with her can bring her happiness, I was ready to do it.
I held her hand and walked slowly towards the edge of the roof like a gentleman escorting a lady. Maybe it was just me but the whole city felt incredibly beautiful to me, maybe she was also having the same thought.
But now some moments later all life in me will vanish. That made me very happy instead of saying 'let's commit suicide together' she choose 'will you die with me'. It sounded like the end of c couple tormented, tortured, broken by this world. Yes, a befitting end for people like us who were never given happiness instead thrown in a bottomless pit where we have to suffer over and over again until we reach the end. The only relief will be given to the dead.
We stood on the ledge of the roof probably reminiscing if we could've had a different ending. She looked really beautiful to me but I couldn't compare her beauty to anyone else. She had an aura of death around her. But I was forgetting something important.
'Name, I want to know her name'
"What is your name?"
But before answering she pulled my hand towards her and jumped. As I was falling the world around me seemed to slow down and I could see her lips moving. She said her name while falling but I couldn't hear her, I couldn't hear what she said because in an instant the world around me turned completely dark.