I was drowning, alright. Other than that, I'm also scared, scared that I might never escape this dreadful experience. My limbs were frozen, oh--wait I don't have those. Bummer. I always wanted to be a concert pianist, but I guess that is still a dream. I never wanted to die, I just... want to see the world for how it was. To conquer the mightiest mountain, traversing the merciless sea, to kill every monster I got to face. But I was wrong. I was so wrong. This could've gone better, but it wasn't. It's too late for that. I mean... what could I do? I'm just a regular nobody who thought I could be someone one day. It was just a big fallacy that I kept telling myself. Sigh, I'm done. Water, take me away. I don't want to be part of this anymore. Take my problems away and wash me up dead on shore. Let me rest with my utter failures in hope that no one recognizes me. Trash me to a point I was like garbage. I can't take it anymore. Please, I'm begging you. Just. KILL. Me. Now.
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