"Honey, where are you going?" She asked, which was not answered.
Bastian has his world, Sarah's form in front of his eyes seems invisible. He was just busy wearing clothes, then took a jacket and walked past Sarah who was already beautiful in her beautiful and seductive nightgown. This is all she does for her husband.
"Where are you going, honey, I'll ask you!" Sarah started to worry because Bastian rushed to take the car keys from the nightstand and walked out the door.
Sarah shouted, she didn't want Bastian to go.
"Dear! Don't go, you promised Arsa." She reminded him.
But what Sarah got was the disappointment again.
"I'm going home before Arsa wakes up, I'm leaving."
"Where to?!!"
Sarah immediately gave chase, she took the cardigan in the walk-in closet before going out to follow her husband to the car garage. In the garage, Bastian had already opened the car door and Sarah would immediately hold her husband's hand, still wanting to know where he was going even though she already knew that Bastian would be angry with her like before.
"Honey, answer first where are you going?"
"Take it off!! I want to go anywhere it's none of your business, watch out. I'll be home tomorrow morning, don't complain to Arsa if I don't come back at dawn!" Bastian warns his wife.
He spoke sharply and had accused her of something she never thought of, this woman never thought of saying bad things about Bastian in front of Arsa. Her husband is his father, there is no way she would make Bastian's name bad in front of her son whom she loves so much.
"Answer me first, where are you going!!"
"I WANT TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL, NOW STAY AWAY!!" Bastian shouted with emotion.
He ran out of patience with his wife who was always being troublesome,Sarah who got a rude answer could only be silent with teary eyes. She was shocked and thought about it again, her husband after she gave birth to Arsa was always like this. What's wrong with asking where her husband is going, why is she always wrong in Bastian's eyes.
Watching her husband's car get out of the trunk and disappear from his sight, the tears he had been holding back slowly fell and began to flow rapidly down his cheeks.
Sarah looked up to ward off her tears. "Hahhhh..." She sighed to release the tightness in his chest.
She turned to go inside the house, but she found Arsa, standing at the front door holding the door. Staring with his bunny red eyes that were holding back tears, he heard his father's screams, hiding in fear he immediately waited until his father's voice disappeared with the shrill roar of the car engine.
And couldn't believe that if his father left after yelling at his mother, he wouldn't understand, all he knew was that his father was angry and screaming horribly at his mother who asked. It was really bad for his little head who didn't understand the real problem.
Sarah was stunned, her tears fell and could no longer be wiped quickly because she saw her daughter's tears fall first while stretching her arms towards her.
"Mamaaaa... papa is bad, papa is bad... hiks... Arsa is afraid of papa, Papa is angry like a bad person." He said when Sarah managed to hug her child's body.
Nisa, Arsa's caretaker did not come, which means that her child woke up by himself or because of the commotion the two of them were doing in the house-made Arsa wake up without waking Nisa in her room.
"It's okay, Arsa is a good boy. Papa is just tired, so he's angry. Arsa must understand papa, if people are tired they will do something with negative emotions because they are tired."
Arsa was crying, he just silently listened to her mother while hugging Sarah's neck tightly. It was the first time that Arsa heard his father's screams, of course, he recognized Bastian's voice.
....
In the morning, Sarah woke up early in the morning after finishing her religious duties. Then this morning, she made breakfast for her son. While waiting for the eggs to be cooked in the pan, Sarah took four slices of bread that had just been cooked in the toaster. Then put it on two plates, he put a piece of cheese there.
Tossed in the cooked chicken, then leaned back over to the electric stove to see if the rib eye was cooked he drained it and placed it on top of the chicken before covering it with the half-baked toast on top.
When finished, Sarah returned to her room. She did this every day while relaxing, her household was the same as the average person's household. Prepare breakfast, cook, then carry out the activities of a wife by shopping for household needs and her own needs.
Especially now that Arsa is there, sometimes she buys the needs of Arsa and her husband. Sometimes if Bastian will work out of town to participate in reviewing the shooting location with the director. So Sarah will also prepare her husband's clothes, match them then take him to the airport.
This morning, her eyes again gave black marks and swelling. Last night she cried after successfully putting his son back to sleep. Today there was an appointment with some clients, she also received a report that the fashion show was scheduled to be held in two months and they needed to prepare.She had entrusted everything to the manager and also the designer employed in his boutique.
"Nisa, please prepare clothes for Arsa. I want to meet your client too, "She said before walking to the kitchen.
She took bread, avocado, and cheese. She would make breakfast for her and her son, already very hungry at six in the morning may be because last night she was too tired from his inner fights. Sarah has gone through yesterday, she will go through today without her husband and yesterday's fight. She was used to this, forgetting yesterday to protect her fragile heart from getting hurt again.
Because if you look closely, actually Sarah is already battered.
She was struggling in the kitchen, the maid had not been seen there, maybe they had just finished cleaning up the others or were taking a shower before doing their activities. Indeed, he is not so strict with her assistants, as long as they are not lazy, they can immediately impose sanctions.
Especially if in front of her husband, Bastian, the maids do not dare to argue because of her hard attitude that wants things fast and perfect. If wrong he would get angry immediately, the tone in her voice rose. Just like when Bastian was mad at her for being slow.
It's okay, Sarah always tells herself. She was used to her husband's arrogance and stubbornness.
Sarah struggled with her toast, then after it was cooked put the egg, avocado too and after that, it was done. Her son's favorite sandwich for breakfast is also a sandwich for herself, she also bakes chicken nuggets for Arsa who always wants nuggets in her breakfast.
Since she was discharged from the hospital, the doctor advised Arsa to abstain from oily and sweet foods. Her sore throat yesterday was also caused by the food plus him screaming every night waiting for his father, making him tired too.
In the room, Arsa wakes up. Last night he slept with his mother, he didn't want to sleep in his room alone, he told Sarah when his papa came home he would scold him for scolding mama and also made him cry waiting for him to come home last night.