What just happened? Lesley asked herself.
Why can't she be happy despite all the good things that happened today? What is wrong with her?
Her palms clenched, and tears fell uncontrollably from her eyes when she realized what was making her feel so heavy and discontented.
She couldn't stop comparing Kieran to his old self. She even referred to him as Bangs earlier in front of Catharina by accident. It seems she is yet to move on, that the man he used to be is gone.
The man who always longed for her and respected her. The man who will never force her and promised to wait when she is ready to give her first.
She hugged herself tightly and sobbed. "Bangs... Bangs..." she bitterly called the name of the man she loved over and over again.