Kaden grips a chunk of my scruff in his jaws, pulling my head back so he can see my wolf face, and positions himself.
I can't feel him, or reciprocate.. I'm just a numb ball of fluff in which my mates can use and do with as they please.
I hate that I can't take control of my limbs, or push myself against them. I can't feel the pleasure they're trying to cause.
I just feel my body move in time with Kaden's as he mates with me as wolves.
I listen to his growls and grunts as he fulfils his need, before Kol takes his place.
My body is numb, my heart is numb and so is my brain.
I should be feeling more from this act of mating, right?
I should be grateful for Kaden and Kol trying to help me?
But why can't I shake this worry.. This hurt about my mother?
What the hell made her walk away?
What made her lie?
Is Pappee really dead?
