Warm. My body feels as warm as in my mother's arms. But why is it so noisy in here?
"Her hands are very small."
"I also want to hold her mom."
"Why hasn't she opened her eyes yet.?"
"She's little like a kitten."
Noisy! Can't you guys shut up, I'm still sleepy.
"Shh.. Your sister is still sleeping, you know."
Ahh.. The woman's soft words made the noise slowly disappear.
Wait a minute, there seems to be something odd about this situation. Why did I hear the voices of the children here? Besides, what else did they say? Small? Who do you mean small?
I slowly opened my eyes. I don't know why it's so hard to open it. The first sight I saw was a group of children as well as a woman with red hair who looked at me with a gentle smile. I also realized the warm feeling I felt right now was because I was in the woman's arms.
"Look. Your sister is already awake."
The woman's words made the children look at me with even more smiles. I also realized that there was a big man behind the children. Somehow the man showed a strange expression.
"Fritz, do you want to hold our child?"
The woman offered me to the big man and the man hesitantly took me.
"It's okay Fritz, this isn't the first time you've held a newborn child right?"
"She's very small compared to our other kids."
The man looked at me with his teary eyes, for some reason he looked very worried when he saw me.
"I'm afraid I'll hurt hur. She looks like she's about to break easily."
"But being in your arms definitely feels warmer, honey."
Hearing the woman's words, the man's expression changed. The man looked at me deeply. There was a smile on his face. The smile was as warm as the smile of the woman and the group of children.
"Dark red hair and gold in his eyes-" The woman's words were cut off by the man's words.
"Rosianna Chairuz."
"Right, from now on your name is Rosianna Chairuz. The last daughter of the Chairuz family."
***
Reborn. With the kindness and compassion of The Goddess Elios, I was reborn.
Goddess Elios gave me a second chance to live and start all over again. The Goddes gave me the opportunity to be able to do whatever I couldn't do before and also make amends and regrets I had in a previous life.
All these things happened after I met my death. After I die. When I opened my eyes, I was in a dark and suffocating place. My body trembled and all I could do at that moment was to hug myself tightly.
The darkness didn't last long. A speck of blue light appeared and slowly illuminated the room. Along with that blue light, I faintly saw a woman in a blue dress. When I saw that woman, the tightness I felt slowly disappeared.
The woman slowly approached me. When she was in front of me, she looked at me with a warm smile. The woman also reached out her hand and stroked my head gently.
I don't remember her face. I also don't remember the entire conversation between me and her. I only remember that she would give me a second chance to live and make up for all my regrets in my previous life. She also said that I could do anything I couldn't do in my previous life.
"My child, humans are responsible for everything they have done, right?"
"Human desire is endless. It alose requires sacrifice. The more desires, the more sacrifices."
"My child, I will give you a chance to live again. However, in your second life, you must take responsibility for your previous actions. You must also make sacrifices."
"I will not force you to choose that path my child, if the road was heavy for you're going through."
It was one of the words of the woman that I remembered. I agreed with her words. Choose a chance to live again.
I don't remember clearly what happened after that. All of a sudden I got sleepy and fell asleep. When I started to wake up and opened my eyes, I was already reborn in this world.
***
There are two things I realized after I was born in this world. First, I still remember some past memories in my previous life. Second, having a baby's body with an adult's mind is very sucks! The soul and mind in this baby's body is a 32-year-old woman.
Just imagine if later I pee, someone will change my diaper. Likewise with bathing or changing clothes. Oh Goddess, how embarrassing it is.
"Normally newborns will cry a lot, but our Lady didn't even cry when she was born."
"Is it possible that Lady Rosianna is sick? Or maybe she have an abnormality?"
If you were in my situation, would you even cry?
"I don't think it's possible, it's possible that our Lady is different. Instead, it's better now that we go so as not to disturb Lady Rosianna's sleep."
Right now, I'm in a different room from the room I was born in.
'Is this perharps my room?'
I'm trying to pay attention to my surroundings. This room has the same color as the previous room, which is blue. This room is also slightly smaller and the furniture is not as many as the previous room.
'Well, it's natural that there isn't many stuff here. After all, babies don't need a lot of things'
After looking around, I realized that it seemed like, I was born into a very wealthy family. This room alone is too luxurious for a newborn child. The architecture and interior design of this room is like a museum or at least in my previous life, only rich people who love the classic style can afford to have a room like this.
'I think there were 2 or 3 female voices that I heard before leaving this room. They are most likely the maids of this house. Strangely enough, there seemed to be three maids in charge of taking care of one baby, but none of them were in charge of guarding me in this room.'
But isn't it outrageous to leave a newborn alone in this room? Although, yes I'm not like a baby in general. However, what if something unexpected happens?
'Ah.. There maybe guards and maids behind the door, and it could be that the rules are like that.'
'Well, I don't know. I'll found it later'
Since there was no one in this room, I tried to move, who knows I might be able to move one of my limbs. I tried to raise my hand. Oh Goddess! I never knew that raising my hand would be this hard.
'It turned out to be true what the man said'
The hands I saw were smaller than those of a newborn in general. Was I born prematurely? It doesn't seem to be. If I was born prematurely, there must be at least a doctor who looks after me and there is a device attached to my body.
I can only guess. There is no definite conclusion.
'Well, I've only been living in this world for a day. So it's natural that you don't know anything, right?'
At the end, I could only stare at the ceiling of the room while thinking what to do next.
'Uh, wait a minute. Why do I feel something is wrong huh? Like there's one thing I'm missing.'
The ceiling of the room? No. This world? I already realized it. The maids? I think I thought about it earlier. Baby? It could be.
'Wait a minute.. Baby? BABY??!!'
Right, I am a newborn in this world. I'm only one day old too. Then, how come I can already see? Aren't newborns unable to see? Babies can only distinguish colors at the age of 2 months. Is it possible that I, who was a one day old baby with this small body, can see clearly?
'Gosh, even my hearing is perfect. Isn't this ability too extraordinary for a one day old baby?'
Nothing makes sense in this world. It's beyond my imagination. I can't even think anymore.
'Yes, I think that's enough for today'
Sleep is the best option for now. I'll think about other things later. It's better now that I close my eyes and enjoy the softness of this baby bassinet.
'It turns out to be true, if the baby is a newborn, most of the time is used for sleeping'