Shame and guilt overcame him at this thought. He really deserved to die, to think worthless trash like himself could cause this angel to fall so far. It was too much to bear, but she couldn't look away, he couldn't shrink away.
He must take responsibility for his actions. The consequences should be for him and him alone to bear. He only hoped that after his death, Lili could go back to being the sweet spreader of love and joy that she had always been. He bit back the tears threatening to escape, he didn't deserve to cry.
Kailash stared into Lili's green as she rose the blade and wordlessly stabbed it into his abdomen. The expected pain was not noticeable, it just mixed in with the pain coming from everywhere else in his body.
