When I decided to tell Faisal my dark history I wrapped my arms around him. He was a perfect texts of hard and soft when it came to his muscles. Slim but musclar.
Just the feel of him made me want to be with him.
"Faisal I am know different from you sultan habibi."
"What do you mean"
"Faisal I spent most of childhood in a basement except for school if I wanted friends my parents would beat me.
"I left at age 13 and...." I put my head against his and started to cry. He put a hand on my check and caressed my face until I noticed he was there.
"I can be your lover and imam not just your sultan."
"Your going to teach me your religion and the qu'ran."
"Jasmine I love you nothing will be different. Except I teach you the Koran and how to memorize it."
That night he started with shadahah testament of the faithful and said in Arabic god the compassionate and merciful and he started to recite the Koran.
I could see his eyes looking lovingly into my soul.
"Can I try to recite"
"Nam"
When I went to recited with his teaching I started weeping.
"It's ok that means that Allah loves you. It's cleansing and loving. Just cry what you need to cry out.
I cried in his arms. He just held me and kissed me on the top of the head.
" I just wanted to run a small mosque in Makkah and be with someone that I loved since you."
"Who"
"Waleed," he said. I meet during the Islamic studies and we were teaching eachother the Koran when he sprang a kiss on me. We shyly made love. He was my first love."
"Before my father died he ended up in chop chop square and I saw him die; I could see his love and pain in his eyes"
"I hated my father for that and killed him. "
"Faisal what if you can find him alive. "
"Inshallah I hope he isn't dead but I saw what I saw, his girlish bearded face being contorted as he was slowly dying."
"Waleed might be out there."
"He would've loved you. He would have been my king."
I saw him cry deeply for the first time. It was heart wrenching.
"I am a bi heir to the throne one would want me. "
" I love you Anna heprcocan."
"I love you too jasmine. There will be a special place in my heart for you." Faisal said. "You're my one and only wife."
He tipped my chin towards his face and started to tenderly and deeply kissing me.
"Jasmine, Allahuakbar I love you."
We made sweet love that night in his palace bedroom.