Pov Sekar.
The feeling was getting worse at that time. I think I saw it in my eyes when Alana hugged my husband. Actually I still feel my heart is broken at that time. But I'm trying to be okay.
"Is it possible that Brahma still likes Alana?" I started to ask in my small heart. After all, Alanna is the past part of being friendly. But I am the one who deserves more.
I've been sitting on a bed in my room since the incident a few days ago. I chose to remain silent at the time because I didn't want to prolong the problem. Actually I know that Brahma works in a restaurant as a dishwasher. But he always dodged.
Even though I had been following Brahma from a few weeks ago. He just said that just stopping at the restaurant was not for work. He met his friend who was going to buy a house.
I tried to suppress my anger at that time. "Is it Alana that you came in for you to meet?" I began to wonder if the two of them were in a relationship. "Can I share my feelings with another woman?" my heart asked.
I tried to control my breathing. "I have to fight for my marriage. Because I don't want to fail in a marriage with him. "I mumbled in my heart full of hope that my marriage would go well.
I tried to distract myself. Because I don't want to get into a problem. For me problems in marriage will come and go but I will never give up with the obstacles that will come in my life at this time.
It's been almost six months of my marriage with Brahma but until now God has not given me a full responsibility. Even though I wanted to have a baby in my womb. Sometimes I feel that I am not a perfect woman. "Is it possible that I can't give offspring to Brahma?" I started to ask in my small heart.
Suddenly I smelled a scorched smell and then I was tasked with turning to the stove. "Good grief!" I forgot that I was frying the chicken until it was charred. "If this is how it can be eaten," I mumbled in my small heart because of my carelessness. I immediately slapped myself on the forehead.
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In a shopping center. Alana met Sekar who was shopping for some daily necessities. She then met Sekar.
Ahem!
Sekar turned to see Alana who was picking some fruits.
"You've been married for a long time but you don't see any signs," Alana's gaze was fixed on Sekar's stomach, which was still very noticeable.
Sekar did not answer a single word. She chose a lemon to put in a plastic bag to weigh. She didn't care what Alana said.
"There is a saying that someone has been touched for a long time but nothing happens. That's a sign...." Alana followed Sekar from behind while saying a series of words in a sentence that she had not finished and then just walked away.
Sekar tried not to be influenced by the words that came out of Alana's mouth. But she still thought about the words that Alana had said. "Is it possible that I can't be a future mother for Brahma's children..." She seemed to be walking dreamily. She remembered the words said by Alana. Even if she tries to be positive. "Is it possible that if I can't give Brahma an offspring, he will find another woman to be able to give him a child?"
Sekar brought her shopping basket which was filled with some household necessities. She immediately went to the cashier to pay. She accidentally collided with someone.
"Sekar?"
Sekar just stared at the man in front of him.
"Zafran?!"
Sekar did not expect to meet Zafran again. The man was the best person Sekar had ever known when he was a flight attendant. Zafran is a pilot.
They both had a love story. But they both decided to end each other.
"I swear I didn't think that we would meet again Sekar." Zafran looked at Sekar's face which was still the same as before. "Oh yeah.. is it true that you're already married to another man? ' he looks squinting at Sekar. He doesn't seem to believe that Sekar already has a husband.
Sekar just nodded. Because what Zafran has said is true that he is already married to another man. Even though the two of them had just broken up a year ago until now they have decided to marry Brahma. Actually, there is still a feeling left in Sekar's heart. But she tried to get rid of that feeling because she just wanted to give her full love only for her husband.
"May I ask you a little time to talk there?" Zafran pointed out a Star cafe located at the corner of Put shopping. "I wish you knew that I want to fight back to win your heart. But fate was never on our side. I know that my attitude was not mature enough to deal with you. "He mumbled in his heart as he looked into Sekar's beautiful eyes. Actually he was not willing at all if Sekar belonged to someone else.
"Hmmm..." Sekar was still thinking about whether to accept Zafran's invitation or not.
Zafran immediately took Sekar's hand and took him to the cafe without a definite answer.
" Take it easy. I just took a moment to just talk. There's something I want to tell you." Zafran tries to convince Sekar. He really wants to speak to Sekar one last time. He doesn't want to hold anything in his heart. Even though it would be too heavy to say.
Zafran felt the whip in the fact that he never had the chance to get back with the woman he loved so much. He tried to let go even though it was too much for him. But he still wants to say that his last remaining feelings are only for Sekar before he forgets all the memories and feelings of love that are still the same.
At the other end, Alana's eyes continued to watch the two of them sitting in a cafe. "This will boomerang their domestic relationship. You'll see later Brahma will come back to me and leave that woman," he smirked then he took his cell phone out of his bag. He started recording every second. He saw that the man was holding Sekar's hands tightly on the table.
After Alana finished recording between Sekar and Zafran, she immediately sent the video to Brahma. She hoped if there was a Boomerang between Brahma and Sekar's relationship.
"Hopefully everything goes according to what I have planned so far." Alana immediately left with a sly smile. She stepped out of the shopping mall door. She started walking towards the parking lot with such a wry smile.