"Brahma, I will never be able to forget you when I let you go! Let's see later!" Alana began to say in her mind while looking at Brahma who was looking happy with Sekar. "One day you will understand, who you need to fight for and who you need to leave behind."
Alana started to move her feet. She started walking down the aisle. In her heart he wanted to say that, "I still love you even though you are already her!" she started walking again. In fact she really still hasn't accepted Brahma's marriage to Sekar." Will you guys last forever?"
Alana smiled fiercely at the two of them. Then he left the marriage hall between Brahma and Sekar.
On the aisle you can see the happy faces of the bride and groom, but there is someone who feels hurt.
"Are you happy to be married to me? Brahma tried to ask Sekar who was beside him.
Sekar just gave a sweet smile. Then he nodded in agreement because marrying Brahma was a choice in her life. She hopes his marriage will last.
*
Alana's car was filled with explosive anger. She didn't even accept that Brahma belonged to another woman. "You should be mine! Why did our relationship have to end when I still love you? " she started screaming in annoyance because she really still loves the man even though she is now an ex-lover.
Alana really did not accept. She screamed in frustration when she saw Brahma's happy face with that woman. "Why did you have the heart to leave me for that woman Brahma?!"
Alana immediately started the car engine. She drove very fast. She heart was so very hot when she saw the man she loved with another woman. She really didn't accept it at all. Then she swerved and pulled over onto the road. She really felt her heart torn apart seeing the happiness of her ex-lover.
*
The wedding party lasted into the night. Then Brahma and Sekar headed to a hotel room which was close to their wedding hall. Happy faces can be seen from the two who are now legally husband and wife. They hope to have a sakinah mawaddah and warohmah family.
"I love you." Brahma whispered in Sekar's ear, very affectionately.
Sekar's cheeks were flushed red, which was very obvious. She was really embarrassed when Brahma whispered a word of love.
"Are you ready?" Brahma whispered a question into Sekar's ear. He really couldn't wait to spend the first night.
Sekar only answered with one nod. She also summed up her sweetest smile.
Brahma led Sekar to room number 205 on the 2nd floor. Brahma happened to be only able to rent a three-star hotel. But Sekar did not blame it. For Sekar, comfort and happiness are not measured by material things, but happiness will grow if both feel that they really have a real comfort zone.
Now they are both in a room 205.
Suddenly Sekar felt her stomach cramp. Then she immediately went to the bathroom. "Brahma, I want to go to the bathroom first. I will get ready first."
Brahma just nodded in approval because he knew he didn't want to rush into doing it. He tried to browse about what things were done the first night. He had waited almost fifteen minutes. But in fact Sekar hasn't come out of the bathroom yet.
In the bathroom, Sekar is seen tidying up her appearance to make it look perfect. She looked very nervous at that time. She really didn't know what to do the first time.
Sekar tried to catch her breath before she changed her clothes. She got a gift from her best friend's lingerie.
"I have to. I can't be nervous the first time either."
*
Alana looks so frustrated that she goes to a nightclub. She was trying to free herself from some of her love problems that just ran aground. She could only lament her fate but she had already sworn to get back what was rightfully his right now.
"Alana?"
Alana turned to look at Axel, her best friend since high school. Now they meet again at a nightclub.
"It's crazy that you're even more beautiful now, Alana. No wonder you're different now."
"Yes, please. We have to change, the older we get, the more glowing we have to be, not the same as we look old before our age. " said Alana looking at Axel while enjoying a glass of her drink." By the way why did you come back here? Don't you prefer the city of Jakarta which is full of sparks of life? "
"I'm just here to stop by for a few days to spend the rest of the day off from work. This is where I was born but there is where I seek money. Anyways I also miss my place of birth especially with you. "
"Geez, you haven't changed since high school. Your mouth still smells of crocodile! "
"The mouth can carry a crocodile but if you fall in love only once!" said Axel confirming his words. "Maybe right now I still can't find it because I'm sure there will be words someday."
" In that case, okay. An Axel will fall in love with a woman. But I'm so curious who is the woman who will make you truly fall in love and will never turn away again? Alana also looked at Axel by raising one of her eyebrows. Her gaze was really leaning towards Axel.
Axel just smiled at Alana. "Whoever he is will be my first and last love."
" Serious? Alana looked at Axel.
"Yes," Axel smiled while enjoying the drink that was served in front of him. He ordered a bottle of Red Wine for tonight.
"Al, why did you come back to the nightclub again? Do you have a problem? ' asked Axel looking at Alana.
Alana is just her head. "Yeah, it's just a bitch."
"Are you sure you're just a geek?"
Alana just nodded in agreement because she didn't want people to see her sadness at all. Actually she felt pain over her love story which really did not get the blessing until he finally lost it.
*
In the bathroom, Sekar looks very panicked when she finds out that she is having his period today. She did not know what to say to Brahma.
Sekar came out of the bathroom and approached Brahma who was sitting on the edge of the bed. She really felt very guilty because she couldn't do a wife's duty for the first time. She began to lower her gaze.
"Sekar, what are you doing?"
"I i...."
"Why are you Sekar?"
"I have the Brahma month." Sekar bit the corner of her lips. She really didn't know what else to do because her period was never to be denied.
Brahma can only sigh so heavily because today really failed not being able to enjoy his first night.
*