World is so unfair.

Why do I need to experience this?

Why not the others?

Why me?

Why do I need to experience unbearable pain of losing them?

Why I'm still alive?

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why WHY!??

Living in the streets is like living in hell. Every day you have to fight, you must never trust anyone in order to survive in this cruel world.

In the middle of night.Sitting in the corner of street, watching those cars who passing over. I was thinking I think its time for me to die now. I experienced enough now, it's time for me to finish all my hardships now.

I wonder if I will see them in the afterlife. I miss them so much. Will I ever see their smile once again?. While thinking that I unconsciously smile. If I ever meet them in the afterlife, that's probably my happiest moment. Then I noticed a car stop in front of me. Based on the car, it looks like the owner of this car is rich. There's a woman that got out of the car. She has a mature beauty; she has long black wavy hair, her eyes like fox-colored red, white skin, her curvaceous body and the most important now she doesn't have ill-intention towards me; instead I sense her as gentle and loving person. After I spent years on the streets I learned to be observant, to identify those who have an ill intention and those who do not. It helped me to survive in that place.

The women stop in front of me and stare me for a second before start talking.

" Hey, kiddo" She gave me a warm smile. For a few years nobody gave that kind of smile since I started living here. I didn't answer her; instead I adverted my attention to the cars that were passing by.

I don't care why she approach me. I don't want to associate to others.

"Heeyy~ don't ignore me" then she pouted.

What's wrong with her?. I thought she's mature women and understand that I don't want to talk her.

"What's your name?" still didn't stop to talk. I looked at her, although I have long hair that hides my face and having a hard time to have a proper look to this woman.

"Varix" making sure that my voice would be cold, for her to notice that I didn't want to talk to her.But.....

"What a cute name~~" her smile became wider

"I'm Eliteia Decrates"

I didn't ask.

"Do you want to become my son?" At last she still said her intention after my cold response to her. I'm astonished at her intention to me.

For a normal person they just pretend that they didn't see me, seeing my appearance now dirty and stinky; they just see me as garbage or a trash human being. But this women, she approached me and asked me to become her son!

I just looked at her blankly.

"Come on, I'm rich I can give you everything you want and I can make sure you can achieve whatever you want"

".....why?" Still staring at her. I don't know why that word came out in my mouth.

"I want to have a son and I have a daughter, although she have a bad attitude but I'm sure that you and her will get along"

"By the way how old are you?"

"15"

"Oh~ so she will be your older sister, she's 17"

What older sister!? I didn't agree to be your son!

Daughter? A 17 year old? Wait, I thought she just in her late twenties, she seems young.

"Eh~ no reaction?"

"Well, I don't mind, starting today, you will be my son. Your Varix Decrates now" I am dumbfounded to her sudden change of her aura; she's not asking me anymore; she's giving an order. Is this the power of the wealthy person?

She's serious. I don't know, but I suddenly held back. I'm not scared of her but don't have the courage to decline her. Why?,maybe because I know she didn't have any bad intention for me.

" Let's go home" She grabbed my hand without hesitation. And guided me to her car, before she let me push inside to her car. I stopped her and looked at her.

"Are you sure you let me in you car? I'm dirty and stinky"

" I don't mind that"She just struggled her shoulder, then pushed me inside the car.

A few minutes ago I was planning to end up my life, then she suddenly showed up and asked me to become her son.

Is this a blessing or not?

Should I be happy that I have a mother now? She said she's rich, then can I sleep without worrying about being attacked? Can I eat three times a day now? Can I able to live peacefully now? Can I able to move one from the past?

I hate this feeling of having expectations of someone. I'm not sure, but I felt safe when she grabbed my hand.

Should I trust her?

A lot of questions in mind, but in the end I said to myself there's nothing wrong if I try to lean on someone who's willing to help me.

I just looked at her while she's driving

"....Thanks for saving me"