LISA
I have run a thousand scenarios through my mind while I was waiting for him to open the door as to how he would answer the door but this reaction was not one of them. I start to wonder if he is angry with me about what I did to him. Did he find out everything and now he does not want to see me ever again. Suddenly, the nervousness of earlier has changed into a flow blown panic attack. I smile a little and say.
"I…I just wanted to talk to you, if I may?"
"I am sorry but you can not"
I see a look on his face that I never thought I would see. He almost looks like he hates me. He has no emotion on his face and I know that this not going to be easy. Then, I try again.
"I know that you must be angry with me but-"
"Please…please go"