Jane's POV:
As I huff out of the workout annex, I think to myself. You can tell Drexel is meant to be alpha. He's a towering Alpha male, six foot eight, with a lean frame. His buff upper body coming to a v and lower body of thick thigh and calf muscles. Even without his Lycan wolf being unlocked, he is a sight to behold. Messy thick Auburn hair with trails of bronze loose curls atop his head, stop near his ears. Dark green eyes radiate with fierce copper flecks in the sunlight. To look into them are like gazing into a redwood forest at sunset. Between the bulging muscles of his right arm, he carries the mark of the Sagittarius sect. A few lines and dots of the celestial bodies we call the zodiac, the Sagittarius constellation, the Archer in the sky.
Only Alpha males and their royal line received this honor of the sect mark. This distinction of the royal family by blood to the lesser wolf shifter males. The other pack family members carried it too, but it would not show up on their offspring. Unless they challenged the Alpha for the title or no male was born, there was only one other way another pack member could step up to take the seat of power. If there were no heirs.
Drexel, my ex, and the Beta of the Sagittarius pack, my father, share responsibilities of managing the fighters of the pack and giving out training and pack duties. I am pretty close to them. Drexel and I used to play together as kids. He is my first love, but he doesn't know.
My wolf blurts out. "I'm sorry, I really tried!" I scoff. "You know I like him. We always meet up during the moon ceremony. Why does he not just bite and mark me?" I say to my wolf internally.
My mind trails off. My wolf showing me a vision of him and I together. He is intimately making love to me. I look up, he is on top of me, our legs intertwined. He's pumping his hard member into my slit, hitting my swollen pearl in all-consuming need. Each movement a pure ecstasy. My body humming with fire as my internal flame is lit over and over again. Our bodies in a silky slick rhythm. I gaze into his eyes and see his wolf, taking me, eyes flashing yellow. He bites me shallowly on my breasts, but not drawing blood. I am reaching a climax. I can feel his velvety hard width taking me, filling me up. It is almost too much. I am moaning and biting my lip. My wolf enjoys the pleasure. I heat up more, the kiln in my womb reaching an unknown flame. Together we are matching, and our pace quickens. I'm reaching a climax, he is panting, needy, ready to fill me with his seed. I tilt my head back. He puts me into a breeding fold, he is so large and it's so deep in this position. My soles are up to the sky. It's too tight. My insides quicken, and I explode around him, my essence dripping from my body. He plunges deep into my climax. The crown of his rod pulsating and swollen, and reaches his own climax, biting me on my neck. Still softly. The crown of member pumps and pours its release into my womb. My body pulses, lapping up his seed, working through my still humming orgasm. My womb contracting with pleasure. He grabs my shoulders and my face and he kisses me, saying he loves me. I'm his now and he wants me to be his mate. I'll
I gasp, touching my lip where it bled as I walk. "Is this a dream?" I say to my wolf. Her angry response, "We were rejected, he used us for his pleasure and took what he wanted." "No!" I say in response. "He likes me!" "Then why can't he mark me?" Says my wolf. I let out an internal scream. "He, we, we were together. That night of passion was real! He wants me. He said he loves me. I know it was just his wolf. Drex has been a avoiding me since then. Ignoring me. Will invite me to leave him alone, and I have." I see the beta estate. I head toward the front entrance shutting the door on my wolf, and gaining some resolve.
I walk into our smaller estate on the other side of the Sagittarius sect's property. I go inside to take a shower and change. I need to get his scent off of me before I explode and chase him down. "We should!" My wolf chimes in. As I walk inside the large metal and dark wood door, I run into my mother, Juni Stone, the betas wife. She looks me up and down. She takes a quick sniff.
She sighs, "Where have YOU been?" She glares at me.
Before me stands a tall five foot eleven, and very blond female. She is a slender but curvy in all the right places female not looking more than 30. That's my mom, but she is closer to 45. Her hair styled in long platinum cascading waves. Her sky blue eyes turn dark as her and her wolf scowl at me. Judging my appearance. I telepathically tell her, "I'm almost in heat, I can't help myself." Then I turn and I hurry up and run up the marble staircase to my room. Slamming the door in exasperation.
I head into the bathroom, and reach for the shower and turn on the shower head. "Denied again." I say to myself. "Rejected, as his mate." My heart turning to stone and fracturing into a thousand pieces. I turn the water to hot. Getting undressed I gasp at myself in the mirror. The large bruises beginning to form on my neck, where Drex nibbled and sucked at my neck. A bite mark on my breast. Two crescents forming a ring with light indentations of his fangs. He barely marked my skin, but there is a mark, even if barely visible, mostly an outline forming a bruise. I stroke my finger over it, sending a quiver to my core. I see it is red but not too bruising as my wolf begins to heal me. It will disappear within the hour. "I want him!" My wolf paces. "I know, but he's rejected us." I say. What can I do? I am not his mate. It will go no further… "unless we let him." My wolf growls with a smirk. "We have an effect on him, wait a little longer and we can seduce him. We still have several weeks to go until we are in the moon ceremony." My wolf says slyly. "He will not be able to help himself. The Lycan raging inside of him wants me as his, and he's already partially claimed me. It's only a matter of time."
I shake my head at my wolf, and go into the shower. I revel in the warm water, but it's nothing compared to the heat building in my body. I feel like I'm internally on fire. My wet slit and pulsing pearl wet with my essence is aching with need at the huge tease Drex gave me earlier. I need to find release. I place my hand between my thighs and begin rubbing the pearl that is swollen there with my middle finger. I am in almost physical pain, my body convulsing at the slightest touch, but cannot take care of this need myself. I am in an achy wreck and in need for Drex. Why can't he see that? Why can't he at least help me. We are friends. He owes me this.
The fact of the matter is, I know I am in love with him. I put up a front, but I have always loved him. He told me he loved me too, our first time. I thought I'd wake up marked by him. But when he refused to claim me as his mate, I was so heart-broken. Why didn't mark me at my first moon ceremony almost two years ago. We definitely were together both years. At 18, and at 19. I turn 20 in 2 days. My third moon ceremony; I must make him mine!
I woke up both mornings, looking at his naked body, his rod still inside me, and hard. I peeled myself off of him. A sticky dollop of his seed hanging onto my leg and slit. I knew we had been together, both times. As I left, while he was still in his afterglow high from our lovemaking and tired. I barely remember anything in my hazy memories. I just know we had been together. If we were human I'd have been married to him by then. We'd have made a child. I would have carried his seed in my womb, growing it into our child.
Just then a few more erotic flashes hit me. My wolf remembers the night he took my virginity. How he wanted to mark me, and I wanted him to be My Alpha. I prayed to the moon goddess, I prayed for him to mark me. Why is she ignoring me? Who is better for him but me?
He paid no attention to me after that first night. Like nothing had happened between us. It meant a lot to me, but clearly nothing to him.
I woke up with his sticky seed and a tinge of blood on my slit. My virginity given to his wolf and my body still humming internally in my womb filled with his seed. I had marks all over my body, He was careful not to MATE mark me. He clearly wanted me, but it must not be our time yet. I have to be only his.
I get out of the shower in a sigh, wrap myself in a robe. "I'm still his, I'll wait for him. I belong to Drex, my Alpha." I close my eyes as hot tears stream out of my face and I cry on my bed until I drift off to restless sleep.