Antony's pov
Today I found my mate. You will think that's a good think especially because my mate is someone I had a crush since I can remember my self. I never met a more beautiful girl in my life, her crystal blue eyes had me hooked every time I was looking at them and her lips oh don't let me start about that. I was always like her puppy until I couldn't take it anymore so I had to stop looking at her.
I had to push her away or else I would have sawed my feelings. Before you ask me why this is wrong, let me tell you my 3 reasons. For one, we are like a family. Two, her brother is my best friend and my future alpha. 3 if we were dating and she found out another mate I don't think I could restrain myself from killing him.
I was mad all the time because of her, because I wanted her and I couldn't have her. Especially when Peter flirted with her I was so mad that I broke many things. I even tried to forget by being with other girls, but no, no one can compete with her.
I thought maybe when I found my mate these feelings would go away. I was wising every year that she will be my mate but I thought that the moon goddess would bless me with such a wonderful mate. I am unworthy of her and I don't know how I got so lacky to get a mate like her. Oh, wait not so lucky, she's gonna reject me.
I was out of her door, her cent was driving me crazy '' please open the door we have to talk'' I was standing here for 3 minutes ''I know you are there I can smell you'' another five minutes past ''open up or I'll break the door''.
She left me no choice so I broke the door. ''what the hell?'' She yelled at me and she had mad written all over her face. Her eyes were red from crying. I didn't like to see her like that so I tried to hug her. I wanted to comfort her but I also needed her but she put her hand between us in order to keep me in distance. When we were little I always comforted her when she was sad or had a nightmare. Every kid goes to his parents when they have a nightmare but not her and neither did i. We both wanted each other when we were sad or frighten.
''why are you here?'' she asked me, looking me in the eyes searching for my emotions. I didn't know what to say or how to express all my feelings. I had suppressed them for so long and now I didn't know where to begin. ''Are you here for us to reject each other and move on?'' how could she thought like that? I was here to make things work not to reject each other. '' What? No, of course not '' I replied going to take her hand but she took it away.
''So why are you here'' she asked like It wasn't obvious that I was here to make things work out between us. ''Because you are my mate'' I said with love in my voice. ''Right, not interested'' se replied so coldly breaking my heart in pieces. Not only me but my wolf was heartbroken too and he was weeping at my head.