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Chapter 6 - The real you.

"I see you still like me then"

I said holding onto her ass as I looked at her. I couldn't believe it she still looks the same just with longer hair, her features so innocent yet I know damn well that the devils behind those emerald eyes. I already had a plan, I smirked dropping her and opening the door, 'its show time'.

"Fucking get off of me!"

I yelled getting peoples attention 'good' I turned around facing her. I saw her frown in confusion at my actions, I then managed a look of disgust while continuing.

"What is wrong with you I have a girlfriend! Cant you take no for an answer?! Guess that's just the real you Isn't it?"

She looked shocked, confused and walked towards me probably trying to figure out what I was doing.

"Get away from me you whore!"

"What the fuck are you talking about Ian?!"

"Don't try to hide it Ayana, we all know how you and your sister makes money."

Something in her switched, I struck a nerve clearly. She almost immediately jumped me, pounding me left and right, the burning sensation growing by the minute. I was still processing what was happening when I first started fighting back, for a small girl she packs one hell of a punch. I got two good hits in when someone pulled her away and when I felt someone grab me.

"Don't ever fucking talk about my sister again!"

"Was nice to catch up love!"

X X X X X

a Person was pulling me away for Ian through the crowed of people, but that didn't stop me from still trying to get to him. We were outside now away for everyone, where it was quiet.

"Fucking let go of me! I wasn't done with that asshole-!"

The person hugged me too them, as I struggled and tried to punch them, I kicked and screamed not liking the contact when I finally went limp and broke down.

"Shh its okay I'm here Ana."

"Jayce is that you?"

He nodded as I wrapped my arms around him and cried harder I don't think I've ever held onto someone that tight before, he picked me up and walked somewhere.

"I'm so sorry Jayce please don't be mad at me."

"Well talk about this later-"

My breath hitched, my head buzzed and my cheeks started burning. I started hyperventilating he then put me down, I hugged my knees trying to minimize the shaking. I couldn't breathe.

"Ana look at me."

I couldn't look at him now, I'm suppose to be strong. My vision grew blurry as I tried blinking the tears away. I grabbed my throat trying to take control of my breathing. He then took my hands in his and forced me to look at him.

"Slow breaths, come on do it with me."

"In"

"Out"

"In"

"Out"

"You got this, ok?"

I nodded, closing my eyes trying to focus on getting a hold of my breath. When I finally did Jayce said he needed to go do something and that he would be right back. I started panicking again, I couldn't depend on poor Jayce like this. I saw someone getting on a motorcycle so I ran to them in hope that they would give me a lift. With tears in my eyes and a panicked expression I asked.

"Can you please give me a lift I need to get out of here-"

"Princess? Woah I knew you liked me but damn."

"Ian I don't give a fuck about you right now, just give me a lift I-."

"ANA WHAT ARE YOU DOING!"

Jayce yelled, I looked at Ian with a pleading expression silently begging him, he gave a stern nod as I grabbed onto him hopping onto the bike. The wind hitting my wet face as Jayce's voice faded into the distance, I held onto Ian like my life depended on it.

It felt like I was flying my heartrate increased in a good way for once. We were going so fast the buildings blurred away next to us, I smiled feeling the rush go to my head. We came to a stop and I prepared myself for his array of questions, He took off his helmet and expressionlessly looked at me.

"Do you have someone to call"

"No"

"Do you have any money on you"

"No"

"Do you have a place to stay"

"No."

He groaned and rubbed his temples, I felt useless and stupid for running but I honestly think it was the best option for now.

"Look, you can stay with me, but I deserve answers ill give you time but I will kick you out if you don't tell me sooner or later."

"Why are you helping me anyways"

"You tell me."

He whispered as he started walking, I quickly followed still wondering why on earth he would do this after the fight we had. I looked at the back of his head, analyzing him, his air and body language changed from the last time I saw him, I mean he was 14 when I last saw his but this man in front of me is a whole different person from the Ian I knew.

He still has the jet black hair and beautiful hazel eyes but he's confident in the way he presents himself and he doesn't shy away anymore.

-I like it.

-Ayana stop he seems like a terrible person now.

-Yeah so, you were terrible to him when we were younger. Just because you liked him doesn't make it ok.

"Hello? Are you listening?"

"Um. Yes sorry I zoned out."

"Well you can sleep on my bed ill sleep on the floor."

"No-"

"I don't care what you have say if you want to sleep on the floor beside me, you're welcome."

I was speechless as I watched him make a blanket bed beside the bed and proceeded to get ready for bed. He threw a shirt at me and I continued to stare at him dumbfoundedly. He shook his head and lazily explained that the dress I'm wearing looks uncomfortable.

"Oh"

I quickly changed, as he laid with his back turned to me. I jumped over him to get in bed and covered myself with a blanket. I felt grateful to Ian even though he was a massive dick tonight, he seems like a good person. When it looked like he was asleep, I let myself cry and let it all out.

"I'm so sorry Ian, I'm so so sorry."

I whispered trying to keep my cries as soft as possible. I cried about Sky, I cried about mom and most of all I cried about Jayce.

"I'm sorry for everything."

I whispered before I passed out.