Suicidal Letter:

"My name ... is Tetsuya Toriyama, and I am a young man from Japan. To begin with, I don't know how to explain it since it's not easy for me to say it, but my life has always been a mess. Since I was a child I have always been excluded and rejected, I never had friends or anyone to trust, much less someone to love. In elementary school they always teased me, criticized and insulted me, and harassed me; just because he was different from the others. I've always been something weird and I loved fantastic things and nonexistent, but for people that was something of mental retardation. I received so much abuse at school that I ended up isolating myself from society and took refuge in the world of video games and anime. But my life became so lonely that I started to suffer from depression when I was only 12 years old. I became an Otaku who liked rock music, and obviously my father was not pleased with this, but one day when I was 14 years old, he got so upset that he even said that he would never become anyone in my life. Those words affected me so much that I began to vent to myself with cuts in the arms and persings in hidden parts. When I was 15 years old, I devoted myself to metal rock, which influenced me in a negative way and made me feel an attraction for diabolical things: Video games of explicit violence and killing, anime and manga with gore content that spoke of the occult, and horror movies; those started to be my tastes. In high school I was the emo kid in my class and no one would come close to me, probably because I'm someone dark with ghoulish tastes and ambition for witchcraft. I did not study enough in the last year, so I repeated the school year, and this displeased my family and practically earned the disappointment of my uncles and grandparents, the secret teasing of my cousins ​​and relatives, and worse still, the shame of my mother and the wrath of my father; since in my family nobody had repeated before. The following year I tried to study but it was useless, I still managed to get through, although my teachers didn't help me at all, I think because of my attitude; and my companions were worse, since they did not stop murmuring behind my back. When I turned 18, something happened that was the straw that broke the camel's back: A girl told me that she wanted to be my friend and that she did not care about my way of being, and although she did not believe in anyone, I played her game like a complete idiot. One day she told me to go eat something in the park, and when we arrived, some guys caught me off guard and beat me. The first thing I thought of was that girl, since she didn't want anything to happen to her, but to my surprise, it turned out to be a "joke" from all my classmates, just to make fun of me. That girl laughed as she said: -I can't believe you fell so easy! Did you really think I wanted to be your friend?- They all took photos and recorded the scene while I just wanted to kill them all; I wanted to be able to destroy everything, but my hatred for humans is not power. If only he had the power to make the world ashes with the snap of his fingers, but that only happens in fantasy worlds. Now I am a goth with tattoos on my skin, with makeup on my face, and suicidal and homicidal thoughts who hates people. It's true what my father said when he was 14, because I think today will be my last day in this damn life."

-Toriyama Tetsuya-

-This is where the story begins-