SONG RECOMMENDATION - LILY'S THEME BY ALEXANDRE DESPLAT .
Pain , it is something everyone experiences in their life . Some experience it because of betrayal, love, hate or even physical violence but what happens if you don't know why you feel pain. Like it breaks your heart , your soul but you have no idea why . Then , it is even more heart wrenching because the reason was such a big emotion to you , that your brain chose to forget it for survival. But the brain doesn't know that losing that emotion , it makes you feel even more emptier , like you lose a part of yourself.
That is what was happening to Hana right now. She was rolling on the floor while screaming her guts out. The whole room was illuminated in a light green glow coming out from her. Her forehead was covered in silver sheen of sweat which was falling from hair. Her eyes looked bloodshot and her expression that of a vampire being killed by a stake through his heart , although she wasn't a vampire here and this wasn't the end for her. Because this was what she experiences every month . A night full of tears , sweat and blood, her heart clenching in pain of unknown. An unknown which didn't even need to remind her of its existence to inflict pain in her soul. She was gasping for air , reminding herself it was important to breathe because this pain is temporary , it will end soon. But she knew this was also a survival instinct of her brain because this pain was nowhere near ending . Even if the physical pain ends , the emotional won't . It will never end until she knows the mystery behind all this happening to her. What has been happening to her? Why was it happening to her ?
She had a lot of questions but no one to answer them . She looked at her hands which was covered in a dark red liquid called blood. Cuts were made in her hand without her touching them. She took deep breath as it felt like another wave of pain was gonna come soon . Bending her knees , she fell on the floor in the hope that god will see her , see this suffering which was induced on her and free her from this because of the little pity he might feel. All this felt so unreal everytime it happened . It wasn't the first and won't be the last but how come something like this exist. The glow she was emitting was magical but she wasn't in the position to awe at its glory. Even breathing felt like a pain , hoping this would end soon she felt unconscious.
Hearing the bird's chirping , Hana woke up from the little sleep she had. She checked her watch it was 5 am . Groaning because of the pain in her back she sat up. Sleeping on the hard floor didn't really help. She took out her satellite phone and dialed Jisoo's number. When the phone was picked up , she just cut it. It was what they used for telling each other that it was time to return . Getting up she wore the shirt which she had took off before the catastrophe fell on her in the midnight . Today was the day for her intervierw and if she succeeds , then she was going to ask for the removal of the sniper on her . If they don't agree , then she might as well resign from the post of his "secretary".
Hopping into her car , she drove it to the apartment. She parked the car hundred metres away from the apartment . Getting out , she checked where the sniper was . He was watching her apartment like she was . It looked funny. In two minutes , Jisoo came out from the door wearing the same clothes Hana was wearing right now. She started to walk in the park of the building . When she was near a bush , she jumped behind the bush causing the sniper to panic. But soon she came out but this time it was the real Hana not Jisoo .
AUTHOR'S NOTE- HEY GUYS! I HOPE YOU LIKED TODAY'S CHAPTER , IDK HOW GOOD I AM IN WRITING THESE PAINFUL AND SAD CHAPTERS BUT IF FELT IT WAS GOOD , THEN DO LET ME KNOW!