Elliot's POV
I sit on the bed with tears filling my eyes. I can hear Jace downstairs turn on the TV and start eating something. It almost feels like he dosent even care.
I look around the room to find something, anything sharp. I cant find a single thing. I get up and go look in the bathroom. I look in a drawer and I find unused razors. I take off the head of one and go back to the bed and sit on the edge again. I look down at my wrist and tears start to swell in my eyes.
I take the razor and slice fine lines across my wrist as blood rushes from them. I start to cry as I hear Jaces heavy footsteps coming back upstairs. I think he heard me starting to cry. I cut 3 more until Jace opens the door slowly.
Jace stands there shocked by the sight as I slice my wrist one more time. I look up and say, "you did this to me..." as the blood drips off of my finger tips.
Jaces eyes fill with tears and he starts to sob. "I'm so sorry El." He falls to his knees. I stand there in shock as I watch him. Jace gets his strength back and walks over to Elliot. He takes the razor out of his hand and sits in front of him and gets on his knees again. "Please Elliot. I will leave her please stop this. I-I love you so much I can't lose y-" I cut him off my kissing him. His lips, salty from his tears. He quietly sobs and his head falls on my thighs. He hugs my waist and runs his fingers across my back and I run my fingers through his hair, trying to calm him down.
He looks up at me and I kiss him again. The kiss escalates into a passionate one as he climbs on top of me pushing me back against the bed. He slowly takes my shirt off as I run my hands under his. He puts his knee in between my legs. I get extremely turned on by the sensation of him. I let out little moans as he starts kissing down my neck. He moves down my chest and down my stomach. He leaves dark hickeys on my v-line and takes off my sweatpants. He throws them on the floor and looks up at me. He keeps eye contact with me as he slowly removes my boxers. I try to not make any noise as he does but I fail greatly.
He slowly licks the tip of my penis, making my breath hitch to the feeling. He smirks and goes down on me. I need something to grab on to so one hand grabs the sheets and the other grips onto his hair pushing his head down further. I accidentally moan a little too loud and he looks back up at me. "Are you enjoying yourself El?" He says with a wide grin on his face. I nod and he continues. My legs start to shake a little so he grabs my hips and squeezes them a little. He goes faster and I reach my climax.
"I-im coming Jace." I say under my breath as I come in his mouth. He looks up at me and wipes his lip. He smirks.
"If you think im finished you are very mistaken." I laugh. I roll him over and I get on top of him. I kiss him and he grabs my hips again.
"Please El. I need you." He looks at me with a look on his face I have never seen before. Its so fucking hot. He starts to move my hips back and forth, basically making me grind on him. He lets out small moans as I kiss down his neck. He tries to make me go faster but I stop him and pin his wrists above his head.
"Oh how the turns tables." I laugh. I steady my pace better and he moans louder each time. He's practically begging me to go faster. I go a little faster and he starts moaning really loud.
"Oh my god El." He groans I feel him get really hard so I go really slow. I look down at him and he looks like he is on the verge of tears. "Please continue baby." He pleads. He tries grinding his hips against me but I put my whole weight on him making his breath hitch.
"Not yet." I say. I kiss down his neck as he practically whimpers for me to go on. After a while he decides to take control again. He flips me over aggressively and holds my hands down. He thrusts inside me and makes me practically scream. My legs start to shake again and I feel him about to reach his climax.
"I'm coming El." He says. I moan louder on purpose and he finishes inside me. He's practically shaking as he falls on top of me. "I'm not leaving you. I promise." He whispers in my ear and we eventually fall asleep.