I couldn’t believe that I used to enjoy these public events somewhat when I was a little younger. Back then public attention just seemed to add to my popularity, and I had just decided to enjoy it as it came. I never imagined that there would come a day when I would just flat out hate these events and the public attention that came along with it.
Perhaps it was because I just grew up or perhaps it was because I now had other important things in life to care about rather than my own personal public appearance and fame. It was probably both. Now I began to understand Lucien, Edward, and Zak a little better. This became nothing more than a responsibility related to their job to them.
I felt the warmth of Edward’s hand on the small of my back and I smiled my most dazzling smile at the camera. Natalia Rosenhall is back. Edward is here, so everything is going to be ok.
