"Pursuing eternal life and search what's after that? When I am very dissatisfied with my life?"
Right now, after the incident, the young king Baal Throunos was sitting on his throne. He knew the bull was the statue built by his grandfather.
His skin and look completely changed into a healthy individual. But he is not thinking about that because the words of the bull spirit that became his symbiosis were lingering in his mind.
'How am I dissatisfied with my life? Was it because I was tortured and humiliated for a thousand years in my third life? Was it the bastard past owner of this body or the bastard father of it that gave me misfortune?
'Was it because I was too tired to seek vengeance because I know they are so strong? Too tired to deal with people? Too tired of myself because I don't have a clear goal?'
The young king looked up with confusion in his head, the look on his face and the glistening tears that are falling from it,
'I finally know why I give up so easily. I don't have a clear goal in my life! Whether it's eternal life or anything. That doesn't motivate me, now what is my goal? What is my motivation? Happiness? What kind of thing will make me happy?
'Should I also search for eternal life? Isn't useless? That's a far-off dream that I have no interest in looking after, so what are my motivation and my goal? Something that will make me happy?
'Become an overlord with this newfound power? Take what I wanted? Become the strongest? What does that even mean? That doesn't interest me, nor I'm not sure I would like it. I can't see myself searching for that goal nor desiring for that.
'What is it?
'What is it?
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'What is it?
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'What is it?
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'What is it?
'Something that will make me happy-? What is it that keeping from being happy?'
Suddenly, familiar faces, memories, and broken situations flash through his mind. Unconsciously, his mouth opened, and says.
"My kindness?"
Staring at the ceiling of the empty throne room,
"My kindness is keeping me from being happy?"
The young king stopped being so emotional, "There's a hatred deep inside me?"
'I remember now, I have loved a lot of women but because I am weak, I always let them go. I felt that I am unworthy of everything in the world and I would be happy if I let them go and find someone else to love.
'I remember how I always give people the opportunity to be happy and improve their cultivation but deep within me, I am not. Because I am always forgotten, and I remember those feeling like I don't exist.
'I am one of the vanquished, I am only used because of my kindness. When people are loved and I am not, I still try to be kind but things don't work that way.
'I don't to be kind anymore!'
Still, everything would be useless if he's weak, and right now, he needs to get stronger!
'But the phone I conjured disappeared. As a symbiotic cultivator now, will I get it again with this natural energy power?'
'Will this power conjure the phone again?'
The young king looked at his arms and clenched them, different kinds of auras sprouted from his arms. Green, yellow, red, gold, etc.
He tried to conjure a phone without the disorder aura of this world, but he couldn't. He could only sigh. 'I am right, I may not come back and conjure another power.'
Not knowing what to do, the young king decided he should explore this newfound power.
'I realized my strength. My human body became five times stronger. And this is just my normal human form. The other me boasted that symbiosis minotaur beast form would be twice as powerful and the full symbiosis humanoid would be ten times stronger.
'No wonder he is a multiverse dominator, his universe is much powerful in this universe of ours. A normal practitioner would be five times stronger than normal humans in the lowest stage like this.
'To think that there's also a symbiosis beast form and full symbiosis. How much stronger would become if I reached a higher cultivation stage? But I don't know how to do it. And I can't conjure a phone without a disorder aura.
'I am stronger than Beast Enhancers at the same cultivation level,' the young king clenches his fist and realized with delight in his tone.
Beast Enhancers are those humans who overcame their eating disorders.
Beast Enhancers are as simple as it is powerful. Disorder aura users that fall into the category of Beast Enhancers can enhance both themselves by transforming themselves or a part of their body into a beast.
This makes Beast Enhancers ideal for characters that prefer hand-to-hand combat, for they will become three times stronger than their human form.
'My human body is much stronger than beast enhancers in their enhancement form of this world. I should be contented. The only problem is the setback of becoming a symbiotic cultivator.
'There are two ways to get back to the chat, first is the people that are coming after me. The second is the wish altar treasure. I need to get that treasure if the power of those people won't work.'
The young king closed his eyes to meditate. 'The symbiotic dominator other than me in the chat boasted that when someone tamed a spiritual symbiosis beast, the symbiotic cultivator would naturally learn at least four moves or skills from the beast they tamed itself.'
'Fortunately, he is talkative and boasted about it to annoy me. At least now, I can defend myself. I just need to concentrate to see and learn what are those moves and abilities.'
The throne room became quiet. The sound of his breathing was the only thing that can be heard.
'What is this place? And what is that?' The young king exclaimed and was surprised at what he was seeing.
'I know, so this is my spiritual symbiotic beast, a bull. I'm gonna transform into this giant green bull in a symbiotic beast form and a minotaur in its full symbiosis form in the future?'
'It sounds awesome when I think about it, and now I just have to touch this beast to register those moves and abilities even in my human form.'
It was suspended in the air, curled like a ball. The green flames all over its body didn't intimidate the young king at all.
'I am calm, I just have to touch it and all my nightmares would end starting from here,'
Slowly, the young king touches the bull.
...
In the group chat.
Maharlikan Dictator Ferdinand Baal Marcois already entered the chat.
Wrathful General Baal Fuhrer already entered the chat.
Wrathful "Is there anyone on this chat? Are you me? Or this is just a scheme of neighboring countries? Don't let me know or I'll burn your country and steal your women. I'm gonna make sure that I'll make all your descendants become slaves!"
However, the Dictator types:
"I do not know, but it seems you are me in an alternate universe. Different universes and those universes, you are me and I are you."
Wrathful General: "I see, where're my manners. I forgot to introduce myself. I am Planetary General Adolf Baal Fuhrer. Nice to meet you!"
Maharlikan Dictator: "Oh, Nice to know the other me, I am the former President of Marhalikan planet, Ferdinand Baal Marcois. Nice to meet you too,"
Young master stepping stone Lin Baal entered the chat.
Suddenly, the young master stepping stone is typing something.
A little later, he types,
"What is this? Who dares to call me a stepping stone?! I, son of the chief Lin Gu and at the cultivation of sixth qi condensation in fourteen years being called a stepping stone?!
"Whoever you are, you are courting death! You better kowtow and beg me and I might consider sparing you!"
Shaman Doctor quack-quack Baal Gordival entered the chat.
"Hello? How did you defeat my shamanism? I made sure that no electronic device would work in my presence. How'd you do it?"
Former President: "I do not know, why don't we check the other conversation of other-selves, we might read some clue. After all, the one who invited us doesn't seem like he will appear soon."