Clara sat on the edge of the bed reading the diary while Nathan was still dressed in the walk-in closet. The woman already looks fresh in her black leggings combined with a gray t-shirt with an open waist and let her hair, which is still slightly wet, let loose.
__A painful thing just happened.
Damn it! To hell with all this! what kind of destiny is this??
God, why do I have to face a problem that hurts my heart so much?
This is cruel, this is too cruel...
I had decided to live with Nathan in a Penthouse, but just as we were living there, there was a woman who claimed to be pregnant with Nathan's child.
Unlucky! I cried hard in the room today….I went home and I don't want to see anyone even I don't want to just remember Nathan's handsome face. To think he had gone far with another woman and impregnated her...
Disgusted, I feel that...I gave myself up totally but he turned out to be an asshole!
I don't want to see it again… I don't want to hear any explanation…everything hurts, even I can't stop imagining how that woman cries to fight for justice for the baby she is carrying!
I hate Nathan ... But I love him ... But why did he betray?? ___
Clara sighed after reading the part of the page she randomly flipped open. For a moment she imagined how the real Clara felt so hurt that Nathan got Patricia pregnant….yeah, the woman mentioned in the writing must be Patricia and the baby now is Frederica who Nathan doesn't love at all.
'There must be something that Nathan hasn't been able to reveal yet and only Clara finally believed him because she was willing to marry him,' she thought to herself.
"Honey," Nathan called.
Clara immediately put the diary on the table near the bed then got up and walked over to Nathan. She smiled crookedly looking at her husband who looked neat and dignified in a dark blue suit combined with a silver tie and combed his hair in a pomade style.
"You look so gorgeous," she said.
"Hmm...You are also so gorgeous this morning," Nathan said with a blushing smile because Clara returned to show concern even though it still felt different to him. He kissed his wife's forehead, then wrapped her arms around her waist. His wife immediately fixed his tie which was not neatly attached.
Calmly, Clara fixed Nathan's tie but her mind was fixed on Nathan and Patricia's past.
"You've been reading books lately," Nathan muttered.
"Eh ..." Clara glanced at the diary on the table, then turned her attention back to Nathan. "I just want to reread what I wrote. Sometimes it's ridiculous because I'm overreacting to pouring my heart out there."
"That's not an overreacting, sweetheart. You must have written it according to your expression at the time," Nathan exclaimed.
"Hmm....that's for sure," Clara said while rubbing Nathan's broad chest because she was done with his tie.
"I want to read it... Maybe there's a lot about me that you wrote there," Nathan said as he let go of his embrace. He walked to the bed.
Clara was silent, looking at Nathan who was about to take the book but she thought it would likely add to the problem and there would be a lot of questions for her if her husband reads writing that is not pleasant or confusing. The woman immediately approached her husband and pulled him.
"Do not read!"
"Why?" Nathan asked, frowning.
"Ehh ... I'm shy," Clara replied with a smile then pulled Nathan to sit on the edge of the bed. 'I have to tease him to distract him,' she thought.
"Why should you be shy, don't be shy of your husband
"But I'm shy, I can't hide from you when I'm shy... I can't be comfortable... How can I hide from my husband? I will be uncomfortable all the time." Clara said spoiled and bent her face. She looked like a sulking child.
Nathan chuckled amused at Clara's behavior.
"Don't read it... I beg you. It's too silly writing and I wrote it when I wasn't even mature enough... I'm still a child... .you're going to make fun of me," Clare said with a frown. 'ugh, is this Clara's attitude?' She thought.
"Well ... I wouldn't read it if it made you uncomfortable," Nathan said with a warm smile. He touched Clara's smooth cheek, moved to touch her chin, and brought his face closer.
"Emm..." Clara swallowed her saliva.
Nathan immediately kissed Clara's lips gently. Clara also returned the kiss gently, with a strange and awkward feeling. But suddenly she thought of Michael, causing guilt in her heart because her lover was sadly waiting for her body in a coma, while her soul was having fun with Nathan. Ah, it must be annoying to feel like this.
"Eh... We'd better get breakfast soon...I'm afraid you'll be late," Clare said, pressing Nathan's chest away from her.
"I love these lips. This is the best menu besides food on the dinner table," Nathan said, touching Clara's moist lips.
"Hmm, but we should have breakfast now."
"OK ....after breakfast I have to go to work and that means I have to leave you all day ... So sad," Nathan said as he stood back up with Clara.
"It's Okay. We can be together again at night," Clara said walking out of the room. She kept walking followed by her husband until she crossed the stairs and started to remember about Arion that she had to go to her office. 'I hope Nathan will let me go, but I have to think of another reason,' she thought.
When they arrived at the ground floor, Clara turned to look at Nathan who also immediately stopped looking at her.
"Why?" asked Nathan.
"Eh ... I ... I want to give lunch to you later. Will you allow?" Clara asked somewhat nervously because she was thinking. 'It would be weird if I said I was going to Casey's company,' she thought.
"Of course. I would be very happy, but you must be escorted and escorted by a bodyguard," Nathan replied with a smile.
"Okay ... I'll cook your favorite food later," Clara said with a smile and then wrapped her arms around Nathan's arm. She immediately invited her husband to walk into the dining room but suddenly she felt a little confused.
'New problems...I don't know Nathan's favorite food. Ugh... I shouldn't have said I was going to cook his favorite food! if so, where should I look for information?' Clara said to herself in annoyance...
new book:.
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