Shiro Kagutsuchi
That was the name I was given
A common name given to its fourth child
A child that it's parents wanted nothing of it
I was born with with a pale appearance with gleaming red eyes
My father feared me, even my brothers
It was reasonable as, mother died because of me
I didn't regret anything
She gave her life away because she desired pleasure from father be knowing that this was the result
Honestly I didn't even understand the concept fear which made more people be scared of me
In just being in my clan for years I was called the Demon of Kagutsuchi
No one cared how I felt, no one except the former heads my clan
The former heads of the clan were all brothers who were born with the lineage of Kagutsuchi and adopted into the other parts of the family
Kagutsuchi, Suijin, Okuninushi, Fujin, Raijin
Each family name represented the Shinto gods or kami of the five elements
Fire, water, earth, wind, and thunder respectively
All of them served the main family Kagutsuchi
They didn't mind my appearance or my nature
All they knew was that deep inside I was just a child starving for love from a family
They were my real family
My grand father and his brothers
Sometimes they would compete for their personal time with me
It was a warm time
Playing with them instead of being forced to study and compete with my brothers for the title
Shiro:"Granfathers, I just wish things can stay like this for the moment."
Grandfathers:"Alright" "It's not like we're going anywhere" "Well be here for you to grow up"
They meant the whole world to me
Suijin Grandfather:"Why are you cutting your hair, it's beautiful."
Shiro:"No one has said that, well it gets in my eyes so I can't see well."
Suijin Grandfather:"Leave that to me. You know that your mother was my child. I loved her very much but she lost herself because of him, your father. He was a terrible guy who killed his brothers in order to be head. He was responsible for killing her, not you. So this is my gift to you.
Shiro:"This must've been my mother's hair ornaments."
Suijin Grandfather:"Every bead for how much me and my brothers love you, remember that. I must go now to monitor my territory."
Every bead huh
After that moment I started growing out my hair and eventually it reached to my legs