Thinking about my previous boss, I can't imagine right now how did I manage to survive in the previous time. When the time comes that he slowly recovered makes me feel uneasy, why? It's because he started to avoid me if he's in the bathroom while before he'll let me clean his room and also his body but after he recovered I can only tease him, he felt embarrassed when I told him that " I already saw every inch of your body especially down there (pointing at his human hood).
I laugh out loud when he screams over me to piss me off, HAHAHA I never expect him to get embarrassed himself. After reminiscing my current boss appeared and ask me to prepare the food for their dinner, and I was awake to the truth that I'm here on the deserted island far away from my family. Enduring the loneliness is nothing compared to my kid's future, even if someone is saying it's too much but I don't care as long as I can give them the life they should have.
I understand their concern for me I know it's not easy to earn and it's not easy to survive in this foreign country but I have to tell you "yes I made it" and I've been working here for almost three years and 4 months. They said that working here gets me bored or homesick, but I a not at all as long as I read a manga story or play mobile legends, etc. I receive a call from my previous boss and he's asking me when I gotta go back home, I told him I don't have an exact date but I go home this year and that's a promise.
It My boss : hello! it's me I just wanna ask when are you going back to our country?
Me : I don't have any idea if when I gonna go back it's pandemic so I think I need to let the pandemic pass before I go.
And that's the end of the call, after that I did not receive any call from my ex-boss. I've been thinking if I made the right choice to not go home. I need to work hard it's not enough I need to earn more money, "I need to earn mpre money" I was thinking when I receive a message from sister-in-law," sis we need your help please help us" I was thinking when I could rest from this stressful situation.
I need to be strong "what I'm gonna do?" how can I save money for my children?". I need to do something, it's not gonna work if it's always like this. I can't ask help for my ex-boss I'm sure his not gonna help if it's not for my children, I'm sure of that he's always like that. I just find a solution for this, it's so hard to be a breadwinner, " I ask my friend for help, hi can I ask you a favor please?" thankfully she response to my message.