I still have a lot of days before leaving, my medical was solved and I'm going to prepare my belongings. After packing my things I head to the supermarket and buy something useful for my work while roaming around, I only buy those things that needed. I hate to say it but I don't like crowded places, my phone rang suddenly I answer it without looking who was calling.
My boss asked me again to reconsider his offer, for me, it's nice his offer but I don't want to be the reason for their misunderstanding. I told him that I just wanna try working abroad, I'm also curious about the story of a housemaid being abused. He told me to take care of myself and don't worry about my son, and then he hanged-up the call after that I rush to go home.
I choose it so I need to endure missing my kid their future is the only reason why I need to do go, I'm always thinking about their future I want to make them live comfortably unlike how we are before I want to give them their daily needs. I have experienced the worst in my life and I don't want them to experience it too, but I have to admit that it's very hard to be apart.