I initiatively message him that I'm going home first he didn't reply but I block him after sending him the message, I figured out that they're planning it for a very long time but because he's my schoolmate so I didn't suspect anything and even put down my guard. Before going back home I need to come down first so I decided to go to a park that was near our house, I was very nervous and angry about it for so many years guarding myself for this kind of trick I let my guard down just because he's my classmate.
I sat down on a bench and close my eyes and breath in breath out y mind is empty there were a lot of people passing by, I smile and pitied myself again it always comes to my mind why there's a person who can easily hurt others by their scheming attitudes. I always thought of my self unlucky, why they keep hurting me scheme I bully me and insulting me. I never hurt them before I'm always careful of my words if it's hurtful or not but why it's easy for them to do that thing.
I don't know what I am thinking I'm just walking like there's no tomorrow after walking I found myself in front of our house I fix myself I can't let my son see me in this state. Early in the morning when I heard someone asking me what time I went home last night and I answer him early as been told he even smelled me thankfully I take a bath after cooking so I'm fresh now.