I'm 5 months pregnant now and I still work for my baby's future I don't dare think anything else, every month I attend my prenatal alone a monthly check up for women. Seing other pregnant woman with their husband is warming my eyes while I'm all alone, I take a deep breath and sigh I can do this no matter what I have to keep going.
I choose this path so I have to be okay, it I so embarrassing when my doctor ask about my partner. I lied that my boyfriend is working from other place and can't be here, after my appointment I rush in the mall I need to refresh my self. After walking around I saw my baby's father with his ex live in partner with a baby boy.
I don't know what happen but I can't speak nor cry its like I'm choke by something, I regain my senses when he approach me while his live in partner is not around, when he saw me with a big tummy he just look at me and say sorry the real reason was they got back together when he was nowhere to be found.
When I think of it for the very beginning they where still together so I just pretend I'm okay I told him that I'm okay and he don't need to worry that I choose to keep the baby for my own reason that he don't need to take responsible before he could response I walk away with teary-eyed.