She thinks about him everyday.

seeing him in class

stalking on his social media

scrolling down on his facebook profile

smiling everymoment  she talks about him

and begging the entire universe to let them date

but everytime she says something about him

I found disgusting

yup I litterally  found myself disgusting

Im not necessarilly feeling bad to her

cuz I was also doing the same things

the same way she did to him

I was also stalking to her

everytime she told how much she love him

I feel jelous of him more than every billinares ever existed on earth.

it was just lately I had been fallen in love with her

Im too obsessed with her right now

all she thinks is to make him, comes her home

meanwhile all I think is to make her , be my home

I,the random dude love her more than anyone else in the whole world.

(I love her with all her being)

her beautiful short hairs

her cute blushing smile

her squishy small body

her bubbly shy personality

and yet I can't even tell her

Man! she is straight as a ruler

(I was already rejected  with all her being)

''because the queen's dream will come true''

meaning she has a somewhat chance with him

I hated to admit it but

they both will make the perfect couple

they would be the ones who would pass the grand line of whole universe

I already gave up on her...she is out of my league

or may be Im the only fool got fantasized and played with my own feeling by myslef

_________

I woke up on my desk.

With tears steaming down my face, I gazed her

but a smile on her face

''its hurt tho.It really hurt so much''

but I wiped those tears away with my clumsy fingers

and gentely press my chest,

I hold one's breath and then  opened my mouth wide

''Ughhh look at her smiling tho..She is pured like a cat.. What a lovely person she is''

" If I might look more handsome than him, would she like me back?''