She thinks about him everyday.
seeing him in class
stalking on his social media
scrolling down on his facebook profile
smiling everymoment she talks about him
and begging the entire universe to let them date
but everytime she says something about him
I found disgusting
yup I litterally found myself disgusting
Im not necessarilly feeling bad to her
cuz I was also doing the same things
the same way she did to him
I was also stalking to her
everytime she told how much she love him
I feel jelous of him more than every billinares ever existed on earth.
it was just lately I had been fallen in love with her
Im too obsessed with her right now
all she thinks is to make him, comes her home
meanwhile all I think is to make her , be my home
I,the random dude love her more than anyone else in the whole world.
(I love her with all her being)
her beautiful short hairs
her cute blushing smile
her squishy small body
her bubbly shy personality
and yet I can't even tell her
Man! she is straight as a ruler
(I was already rejected with all her being)
''because the queen's dream will come true''
meaning she has a somewhat chance with him
I hated to admit it but
they both will make the perfect couple
they would be the ones who would pass the grand line of whole universe
I already gave up on her...she is out of my league
or may be Im the only fool got fantasized and played with my own feeling by myslef
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I woke up on my desk.
With tears steaming down my face, I gazed her
but a smile on her face
''its hurt tho.It really hurt so much''
but I wiped those tears away with my clumsy fingers
and gentely press my chest,
I hold one's breath and then opened my mouth wide
''Ughhh look at her smiling tho..She is pured like a cat.. What a lovely person she is''
" If I might look more handsome than him, would she like me back?''