#Tristan Pov
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I haven't left my room at all since last night, because I know that what I did must be very disappointing for Vino.
I know and am aware of that.
So I decided to stay in my room all day.
Indeed, Aunt Inah knocked on the door several times to deliver food, but because I was lazy, So I decided to just be silent.
I also don't open my cellphone at all, basically today I want to be in my room and don't want to know about what is going on out there.
Even though I wanted to, I wanted to know about Vino, but I can't do it right now.
These few days it feels like what I'm doing I don't realize it at all, how can I not.
Just a few days ago I also just got drunk. If Daddy finds out I will die.
And just a few days ago I did something forbidden with a woman, and it happened in this room. Oh, I can't understand why I could do this without realizing it.
But after seeing Vino and arguing with him last night, it was as if I realized right away that what I did to him was something bad.
So maybe I'll tell you the truth about what happened while I wasn't by Vino's side while he was lying in the hospital.
Initially, I was asked by my father to prepare the files he needed for company materials.
And it went smoothly anyway, and when mom and dad asked about Vino, I also covered it very neatly.
Because I told my mom that Vino's cellphone was broken, I couldn't be contacted for some time. And mom believed in the story I made.
And another thing that caught my attention was Angel.
Yes, Angel is a woman the same age as me who woke me up at a red light intersection when I was about to go to the hospital because I got news from Bryant about Vino.
And what happened I was daydreaming at the intersection, and it was Angel who woke me up from my daydream and that's where I knew her.
Yes, it can be said that at the first meeting I had no feelings for her at all, but after the second meeting with her, it made me want to be closer to her.
My second meeting with Angel, was at a photocopying place near the hospital, where he also helped me to do and look for the files that Dad's asked for.
And in my second meeting with him, Angel and I exchanged Whatsapp numbers.
So we both continue our chat on Whatsapp.
Not only chatting but also making video calls with Angel.
I don't know what made me want to be so close to her. Because I think she is a person who is very similar to Vino for the female version, from her long hair, her sweet smile, her dimples, to her voice and way of speaking is very similar to Vino. So I was confused because my feelings suddenly appeared to Angel.
After my second meeting with Angel, every night I often met her for dinner.
And that time I started lying to Vino about who called me, and I lied to him about that daddy asked me to finish the Files he asked for.
Even though all I did was I went out to a nightclub with Angel.
Angel is an aggressive person in many ways. She is very much about the nightlife in a club, but she tells that she is not one of the night butterflies in the club.
Angel is just a dealer of methamphetamine & marijuana.
Yes, why can I know so much?
Because I did that together with Angel.
Angel did the transactions and all the meetings with her clients and suppliers with me.
So I understand that.
I did bring Angel to come home and sleep with me in the room, and to be honest, I did have sex with her because that's why she asked.
I only realized this after the morning. Because it was as if that night I obeyed her and the only thing I wanted was satisfaction from the lust that had been chasing me.
I think Angel put something in my drink that night because before that I used to be so eager to make love to her.
And I remember all the feelings I got when I had sex with her.
I swear I'm so sorry right now for getting too caught up in such a filthy thing. I feel that I also find it difficult to get out of that zone.
Because it can be said that Angel's gang knows my relationship with Angel.
Angel is the boss of their gang, so I can't help but obey and follow what Angel says, because the thing she always threatens when I don't want to obey her is
'Vino'
she once said that it would hurt Vino if I didn't want to obey Angel.
For example, when I looked after Vino at the hospital, Angel called and asked me to come immediately.
Actually, at that time I refused, but she instead said that which made me want to or not, so I did what she said.
And there's more, at that moment when I'm at the club and my cell phone rings.
And Angel knew that Vino was on the phone, she asked me to tell him that I was eating with her.
And that's when I knew that I was just a tool to Angel.
Therefore, after I came home and saw Vino together with Bryant.
This heart was really unwilling and very angry when I saw the two of them having dinner.
But on the other hand, I feel very grateful to Bryant for taking care of Vino. Even though I knew that I had allowed Bryant to be close to Vino.
And I know about it.
But I was hit by an emotion that was bubbling in my head, so I said something that hurt Vino's heart.
I'm sorry at this point I realized what I had done to Vino was something that disappointed him for I had done to him.
Therefore I did not dare to show my face in front of him.
I don't know what I would say if Vino was in front of me now.
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