I'm still frozen in the same position.
Tristan hugged me tighter until it was hard for me to breathe.
"Tristan.."
I tried to code it that I can't withhold his hug.
"Hssttt"
But Tristan just asked me to be quiet.
And I complied with his request.
Not long after that, he brought his face closer to mine, Tristan close his eyes.
I can feel his warm breath on my face.
Our noses touched again.
And now it's not just the nose.
Tristan's lips pressed slowly against mine.
Suddenly I was shocked and my eyes went wide.
His soft and supple lips pressed deeper and deeper into mine.
I'm just silent.
Because I don't know what to do.
Tristan's hand, which was previously on my shoulder, runs down the back of my neck.
"Ah"
I unconsciously let out a sigh as Tristan presses my neck tighter.
Our lips that were just sticking together are now sinking deeper into Tristan's mouth.
Tristan changed the position of his head to the right. And forced my lips open with his.
I drained Tristan's wet and soft tongue into my mouth.
Enter slowly and absent all the teeth in my mouth.
I'm still silent.
Tristan's tongue played lively in my mouth inviting my tongue to wrestle with his tongue. I can't stand the pleasure that the longer it takes to make me more comfortable and enjoy it.
I closed my eyes and started to kiss Tristan back.
My tongue played and went into the mouth of Tristan.
Tristan slowly sucked my tongue until I felt my kiss and Tristan's going deeper.
His warm body makes me enjoy it even more.
I wrapped my arms around Tristan's waist while rubbing roughly on his back.
I sighed and found it hard to breathe.
Tristan's is getting hotter and hotter and he doesn't kiss me gently, but in a way that is getting harsher and harsher.
The roughness is still good I feel.
There's something hard at the bottom, not only mine but Tristan's, it's also hard on my center.
Our lips and tongues are still intertwined and wrestling.
I feel the pleasure that I have never felt before.
Suddenly, Tristan broke the kiss and quickly sat at the end of the bed He just kept quiet.
And I also just stay in the same position. lie down.
I tidied up my disheveled clothes.
Tristan turned to me, then stood up quickly and went out of my room.
He didn't say a word.
Oh, how come?
Did I do something wrong?
Or is there something wrong with what I did earlier?
I'm just confused thinking all about this...
But wait...
Was he that on purpose or not?
Well, there are many more statements that come out of my head.
Or he had left without a word because he felt guilty for being exaggerating.
Or what?
***
"Tristan... Vino... Let's hurry here while it's still warm, we have to eat it!"
Mama's screams came from behind the door.
Announces that dinner is ready.
I still haven't left my room since the incident this afternoon.
Hm, how is this do I go out and eat dinner with him?
Together with all?
Mom, and Dad?
Duh, relax okay, let's just pretend it never happened.
I opened the door slowly.
"Tristan, come on, why you peek at the door!"
"Vino, come on, hurry up and eat together, you guys, papa is already waiting before leaving again for out of town after this!"
Mom said added.
"Yay Mama!"
Tristan shouted from behind the door and walked out slowly.
I also went out the door and I accidentally saw him and he saw me.
Our gazes locked for a moment.
But then I looked away and looked towards the dining room.
"Mom, what are you cooking today?"
I deliberately asked to look like usual.
"This is your favorite food with your brother, chicken opor!"
I sat down in front of my mom, across from the table. Hehehe.
Shortly after I sat down, Tristan also sat on my right. Face to face with dad.
I glanced at him.
And he also glanced at me.
Quickly we both looked away and focused on the food table.
"what's wrong with you two!"
Papa spoke up.
"ahh, Nothing!"
Our answers are the same.
Spontaneously I turned to Tristan and vice versa.
"Hehe, it's an okay dad!"
I added while furrowing my brows at Tristan.
"Haha, it's normal, after waking up, Vino is always like that!"
Add Tristan.
Huh in my heart I'm relieved. But everything is still awkward I feel.
Oops, I'd rather eat first than remember what I didn't focus on earlier.
This is my favorite opor with Tristan too. Because mom's homemade opor it's so delicious.
"Hmm, that's delicious!"
While chewing the chicken which is still full in my mouth, I say that this food is very delicious.
"So how are you two doing?"
"Uhhhhhhh... Uhhhhhhh"
Again, Tristan and I coughed at the same time.
When Papa asked about my relationship with Tristan.
"Ugh, why are you two so weird, Vin drink it!"
Mom said as she handed me a glass of water.
"It's okay daddy"
I replied while trying to swallow the chicken that was still stuck in my throat.
Tristan just kept quiet and drank slowly. While glancing at me.
***
Huh
I lay down on my bed. I want to let go of everything I feel.
What happened in the dining room was not going well. Yes, hopefully, papa and mama don't feel suspicious about the two of us.
And what happened this afternoon only Tristan and I know the fact.
I don't want the others to know about this.
I can die later.
Hmm, what do you think Tristan is doing now.
Duh, I'm not calm, is he thinking the same thing as me?
Or not at all.
Knock knock
I immediately pretended to sleep when there was a soft knock on my bedroom door.
Then I heard footsteps coming into my room.
But I still pretend with my sleep.
I narrowed my eyes, and the one who entered was Tristan.
Oh, what is he doing?
Don't you wake up?
Or should I wake up?
Don't, I'll just pretend to sleep first.
I felt the blanket that had been at my feet, creeping up all over my body and leaving my head still not covered.
He sat beside the bed and then I felt a soft caress on my forehead, he rubbed slowly and for a long time while I felt he was looking at my face like that.
"I'm sorry"
I heard the low voice of Tristan apologizing to me.
And then he goes out of my room.
Eh... Why is he apologizing huh?
After I felt safe, I immediately got up from my bed and sat on the bed.
Why is he apologizing to me?
Oh, this is what makes people restless.
What's wrong, Tristan, even though I'm just normal.
.
.
.
Hmmm,
Hopefully tomorrow everything will go as usual.
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