A bipedal coyote approached me as his body transformed more and more human, he was exactly who I pictured when... I'd get those disturbing images of the chiseled man from Kujo's love novel recitals. What the hell?
I was observing everything as if I was the one he was approaching but could do nothing to influence my actions.
"Hello my lady, it's been too long and I've missed your embrace."
"Kojotl your full of it, it's only been half a day since you last saw me."
"Alas, my dear Mishi even an hour away feels like a century."
"A century you apparently find playing jokes, and pranks on the other gods more appealing than being with me!"
" I always invite you to join me on my ventures, yet you always decline, oh, such sorrow." he mockingly stated.
"And I told you time and again your plans backfire half the time and I'm not willing to get in the crosshairs because of your mischief. I'm sure you recall when you thought it'd be hilarious to light a small fire to the tail of Parvarti's lion deity. You ended up facing her four arms and nearly got filleted by them."
"But to see that lion run around trying to put its tail out was well worth it."
"You know that lion is my cousin right?"
"He was immortal and it wasn't even that hot, it was more to scare and shock than cause any real pain."
"You did this during my visit with him and Parvarti, because of you I was treated by her four arms as well."
"You know she prefers peace over violence, and I obliged to her offer, so no harm no foul."
"Kojolt, one day you're going to piss off the wrong God, and I don't want to lose you."
"Worry not my love no matter what I will never leave your side." He said as he passionately kissed me."
Oh, goddess, I can feel his tongue this is so weird it can't get worse than this
We then fell upon the bed and….
Ahhhh… it got worse, what the fuck it got worse…why am I enjoying this ahh shit, damn you Kujo, Damn you Kujo! I lost my virginity as a woman this is so weird I don't know what to think. But damn I'm really enjoying this…I'm so damned confused. Arrghhhhhh! Kujo when I wake I'm castrating your shadowy self and when you finish reforming I will continue again and again until I run out of SP, you bastard!
After a night filled with passion, I became exhausted and fell asleep. Kojolt brushed my hair aside and kissed my cheek. Wait I have bare cheeks, wake up Mishi you idiot I want to see myself.
Finally, I stirred opening my eyes feeling refreshed and gitty with love and adoration for my Kojolt. And yes, Mishi you lovely bastard a mirror.
Upon seeing myself in the mirror, I looked almost human, except cat-like ears and a long thin black tail. Damn, I'm a catgirl, and...shit I'm...I'm hot!!!
I had deep dark skin bright purple eyes a slim waist and the perfect figure. Yup, I'm definitely a woman looking at my bare skin there is no doubt. I'm not sure if I should be happy, angry, embarrassed, or saddened, this is just so confusing.
Then finally everything went dark before I woke to see that jackass looking down at me with that pervy, goofy grin, while Parvarti is off to the corner trying to hide her obvious amusement.
"Did you sleep well my l.a.d.y,"
"What the hell are you talking about, there was nothing I enjoyed back there…" I said while blushing.
Parvati then burst into uncontrollable laughter.
"Mishi, who said there was something to enjoy or not. Did you happen to have happy dreams by any chance?"
"I…don't know what you are talking about." I said while internally turning beet red"
Then Kujo made a book of shadows appear out of thin hair in his hand. He looked at me. "Mishi you talk in your sleep and made noises, you naughty girl you."
"Well let me fill in the gaps for you then" he started reading from the book aloud."
"Ahem! Kojolt, that lovable idiot always making problems wait till he gets back I can't wait to tell him off before taking him into my embrace, and oh! That bastard knows how to bring a smile to my face. Just seeing that 'chiseled man approach me with his rock hard…"
"Kujo! You bastard" I said trying to swipe for his nether region as he easily glided out of the way without breaking a sweat.
"Wait...Kuujjjooo"
"Yes, my lady."
"Why does that book sound like my own thoughts from my previous life, and why is it when you read it I happen to see the perfect depiction of yourself as a god!"
"Oh that…that's simple I read your diary back then. I have a photographic memory, which oddly enough followed me through my previous lives to this one as well" he said with that stupid purvey grin."
"Kujo my love, come here so I can feel the touch of your lips once more," I said while pretending to be wanting.
"Just like that fool he is he approached me and leaned down to kiss me when I bit that smug bastard's face off!"
"That's just rude, you just really like to waist SP don't you," he said as his face began to reshape.
"Oh, how I do enjoy a lover's quarrel," Parvati said finally speaking.
"That's enough Kujo, I'm sure you don't want to have another backfire sending you to the couch." She mockingly exclaimed.
"Who said I was in love" I blurted out.
"Haha, just the words of my dear sleeping Panther," she responded.
"Now enough teasing, Kujo, don't you think it's time to reveal to Mishi what her realization has given her."
As if he were a maestro he started typing in the air when suddenly.
CONGRATULATIONS,
you've gained a piece of your past and taken one step forward in realizing who you really are, and that scrumptious coyote of a man at your side. For taking this step you gained a MishiPeshu name bonus of transformation.
TRANSFORMATION.
Growing tired of being a Panther, and wanting to return to that cat girl your man loves and adores, then this skill is just for you. With this skill you can transform into the beautiful Mishi you saw in your vision. This skill can be cast twice per day, once into a cat girl, and once to return to Panther form.
EFFECTS: you transform into a catgirl. While in this form your spirit cultivation vastly increases it's effectiveness, and you can now begin to learn Devine martial arts. If you need a trainer that hunk of a man Kujo would be more than happy to teach you."
"Wow this is badass, and Kujo!"
"Yes"
"Fuck…you"
"Damn woman, I love it when you talk dirty to me, but can you at least transform first, I'm really not into the whole Panther thing!"
"Wait, where is Ojisan?"
"Oh well he was a little embarrassed by your pillow talk and decided to head back to the village ahead of you" Parvarti explained.
" why not try your new skill." She said with excitement.
I cast transformation, and my body contorted, as bones dislodge and reshaped. I went from being on all fours to standing on two feet. My obsidian hair drew back into my skin, revealing my beautiful midnight dark complexion. and I was buck naked.
Of course, that bastard had that goofy grin again. Making me even more embarrassed.
"I can see you embarrassed, and a certain fool's ogling isn't helping," Parvati said as she snapped her fingers. Instantly a open purple Yukata with a black floral design appeared around me. With white loose-fitting martial attire, perfect for free range of motion." There were two katanas strapped to both hips.
"Kujo you need to stop acting like you haven't seen your Mishi's body before."
"Sorry Mishi…it's been too long before I got to gaze upon your beauty, I truly missed it."
"You idiot, stop saying stuff like that I'm still not used to it yet. I'm not sure what to feel or how I feel, so please give me time to process."
"All jokes aside I will respect your wishes. Just know that I never stopped loving you, and I never will, and I will give you as much time as you need. Even if your feelings never return, I will still be there. My devotion to you will never end."
"Parvati, I know I have been an ass, and that really won't change. But you know my devotion to Mishi is real. I know it's selfish for me to ask, but may I have my original form back. If Mishi ever does feel the same way it would be torture if I couldn't feel her touch again."
"Yes, you are a fool, and you do get on my nerves, but I too am aware of your feelings to her. Even as irritating as you are, I also know there is goodness in your heart. I will grant this wish to you but know this by doing this you will be able to die as you are no longer immortal, and if Mishi dies you will die as well."
"I understand," Kujo said as he made a reverent bow.
Then just before my eyes, I could see more of Kujo's features being revealed as he gained flesh and became more human as he did so. He looked exactly as I saw him in my vision, with long black hair, a chiseled light-skinned body, and beautiful hazel eyes.
I couldn't help but feel a tugging to my heart's string, as tears began to flow from my eyes. Why do I feel this way, what am I even feeling. I don't understand, and even now I'm questioning my sexuality.
Fortunately, he was changed fully clothed with only a portion of chest exposed in the center, with a black martial style attire, that had a black depiction of a wolf tattooed in his chest. He still had wolf ears protruding from his head, with a dog-like tail springing from his backside.
Seeing my tears he walked up to me lifted my chin, wiped my tears saying "enough of that Mishi, I'm here and it will be alright."
For some reason, I initially didn't resist his touch, almost not wanting him to let go, but then confusion hit me once again and I turned my head from his gaze. "I'm sorry Kujo, I definitely feel something towards you, I just don't understand what that is yet. I promise once I sort this out I will give your heart a proper response. Tears started flowing again, and once again he wiped my tears.
"I understand, and don't think that your confusion is hurting me, I'm not going anywhere and I will hold true to my word. The only thing that makes my heartache is seeing those tears upon your face. The only thing I want is to make you happy, and even gain that scornful gaze of yours from time to time."
I chuckled, "you ass…and thank you."
"Alright you two, get a room already…but first Kujo you should get her more acclimated to this form. She needs to know how to fight properly in both her Panther and human-like form."
Then a wave of ominous spirit energy hit me coming from the Panther clearing. "Parvarti, I must go, the village it's in danger…and Ojisan. He needs me!" As I ran a felt an invisible force holding me in place. "Let me go I'm needed Kujo do something please!"
The four-armed form of Parvarti came to life as she said "Kujo don't you take another step don't make me incapacitate you!" Kujo stopped in mid-motion. "Mishi, please understand I can't let you go just yet. You aren't ready and would only die if you went to their aid now. I told you before you will have to make tough decisions and right now your life will be wasted and this planet doomed if you leave now."
"She's right Mishi, I can feel the strength of this energy from here, let me train you, and once ready I promise we will come to their aid, and bring retribution to the ones who dare to bring you tears."
"But Kujo, I can't lose anyone else please!"
"Kujo, immediately disappeared reappearing behind me hitting me with a light blow to the back of my neck as my vision faded."
"I'm sorry Mishi, even if you hate me for this, you mean too much to me, and I will sacrifice anyone, and anything for your safety, even if that means losing your love for me. Kujo said as tears fell from his eyes."
Kujo pushed his tears aside as he looked at Parvati with a scornful gaze. "Parvati you could have spared her from knowing the current state of the village. It would have saved her some heartache, and me from having to cause her more pain."
"And what would that have accomplished! She'd find out upon leaving, and she still would have suffered from this sorrow. She needs to learn to make these tough decisions now. You know they will only get harder and more painful the further she goes on this journey. And you! Need to learn to step in as you did, stopping her from doing something reckless again, even if you need to use force. You both have some growing to do, and you know love is more than just fulfilling her every wish, sometimes it means doing what's best for her, even if it causes you pain! Don't presume to know my intentions, without asking me again! You know I care for her and that village just as much!"
"Sigh, I'm sorry Parvati, I let my emotions get the better of me! It's just hard to see her like that."
"I know it is, but this is how you need to grow. I need you to protect not just her heart, but well being as well. Now try to clear your mind, and prepare to comfort her, as she will need it when she awakens. And Kojotl."
"Yes"
"Worry not, she still and always will love you. Even this isn't enough to break that bond. Give her time and you will be able to bask in her adoration once again." As she motherly embraced him with all four arms. "This form isn't just good for killing you know. It's great for comfort as well."